Frustrated & not phishing (just a 11DPO vent) long & PIP

Daisy07gray

I will not test.  I refused to POAS yesterday, I really didn't want a BFN on my 30th birthday... And a couple hours into the day, what happens?  I started bleeding enough during the day I actually noted in on my calendar- C(I keep track of the cycle # too-- it sucks)D1. I could be wrong, yes, it could be implantation, but I will not test and totally don't expect to need to.  I don't care if it was a good time- I've only gotten a BFP once and that didn't stick so it was a sh!t thing to see yesterday.  

I would love nothing more than for all of us to get out of here... there's been a lot of them and I want on that crazy train.  Finally off to write 1 report and fall asleep before getting up to work with other people's kids (Friday's are not my favorite work day). 

Oh, my DH got me a cute stuffed chinchilla for my brithday & he barks & growls (to protect me! (he sewed 2 toys together) he's cute/ corny like that). 

Picture this little guy growling at you it's pretty cute and totally makes me laugh/ cry. 

Thanks for reading- my chinchilla brought you a treat for reading this far:

 

Daisy07gray

I guess he was shy

Julie721

I am sorry you are feeling down. Praying that it is just implantation bleeding and you will end up with a BFP anyway!

Trish11278

I am so sorry for your CD1!

renee3n2008

Happy Birthday! Sorry about CD1.

Daisy07gray

Thanks ladies- I'm counting this as CD3 now & need to go out and get more O sticks since I've been kinda messed up these last few months.