I feel lousy today. I'm sad & I'm not sure why. Well, maybe I do. I get lonely during the day. I miss the mothers from my childbirth class that I used to see every week. We would always get together & have so much fun. They all went back to work. Also, my unit closed at the hospital I work at and now I float all over the hospital. I never know where I'll be until I get to work so I have no "home" there like I used to. I either work night shifts which suck azz or I work afternoons and never see DH. I am so in love with him & miss him so much. I know this is all for DS & will be worth it in the end. I'm just so sad right now. I just burst into tears for no reason.
I just called into work. Maybe an evening home with my boys will make me feel better. I hope this is just a one day thing.
If you made it this far, thanks for listening. I'm usually a much more fun person.
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Re: Pity party for myself. All are welcome.
BFP 11/29 - m/c @ 5w
Sorry that you are having a hard time. Sending you hugs! Hopefully things will get better and enjoy the evening with your boys!
(((lots and lots of hugs)))
What about researching another position at the hospital? Or another? What about changing your schedule so that you can have a set day with your boys each week? Please, don't be miserable for too long. Figure out a solution. Life it too short! Hope you get the well deserved and needed time at home!