So frustrated

Heather & Nayt

I don't know how long of a vent this will end up being, so sorry in advance!  

I had my last doctor's appointment today before we move, and I am heart broken to be leaving this doctor. He helped us get pregnant and has been with me every step of the way dealing with my diabetes, pregnancy and he was was totally on board for everything I want to my planned c/s. I am so nervous to have some one else, and I am so sad he won't be the one delivering DD. It was an ok appointment, my weight is right on with what he wants it to be, my blood pressure was high (145/95) but he knows I am under a lot of stress, so he just made a note in my records and is keeping me on modified bed rest and we will address it in 2 weeks after our move. Little Miss looks great, and my belly is measuring at 31 weeks! 

My blood sugars are so beyond frustrating. I am on the same diet I have been on since my BFP, and I have had to go from 150 units of insulin a day up to 300 units in the last 4 weeks to keep my numbers where they need to be. That is a HUGE jump. While i was at the office I felt like I was having a sugar crash, so he checked them, and they were just above what they needed to be 45 minutes after a meal. I just had another crash, and my sugars are at 80 now, which isn't low for me, so Idk what the heck is going on, but I feel like poo. 

Then, I am trying to get a hold of our current landlord because we ended up buying a stove for this house last spring when they wouldn't come fix the one here in the house, now they want us to bring the broken stove back up so it will be the new tenants problem instead of using the stove we bought, only because they don't want to pay us for it. I have no clue what to do with this freaking stove. I just want to fast foreword 2 weeks until we are moved into our new place. 

Finally, all I want to do is curl up with a pint of Ben and Jerry's, some Girl scout thin mints, and a big glass of chocolate milk! Instead I had a tiny glass of sugar free hot coco. So not doing it for me.  

Shelly203

So sorry to hear you are dealing with so much right now.  Stock up on thin mints for after the baby comes and you can enjoy them.  Hang in there!

JessicaG56

I know what u mean about the thin mints I have killed all of ours! I am sorry you had a crappy day ;( I would be ticked about the stove and would be tempted to just say screw it and leave it there and don't care if I get pd. Some things r worth the hassle of worry

Lkat17

Ugh, that sucks about the stove! Moving is stressful. (((hugs)))

flutepharm87

I'm sorry babe! Wish I could make it easier on ya, but you're doing so well for your DD. I totally commend you for all you're doing to keep her safe. And I totally feel you on missing your OB. I'm attached to mine and I would be devastated to have to leave her as well. ((((((BUG HUGS)))))))

Heather & Nayt

flutepharm87:

I'm sorry babe! Wish I could make it easier on ya, but you're doing so well for your DD. I totally commend you for all you're doing to keep her safe. And I totally feel you on missing your OB. I'm attached to mine and I would be devastated to have to leave her as well. ((((((BUG HUGS)))))))

((big hugs right back)) It is NOTHING compared to the sacrifices you are making to keep your boys safe and sound! I wish I could do more for YOU!!! You are such a trooper and I wish I lived closer so I could come bug you in the hospital!!