I need help ladies...this could get long

purplemag

So lately I have been totally out of sorts emotionally. We're talking crying, sad and just overall blah. Been having major headaches.. I am thinking perhaps more like migraines.(never had them before but wow) I also busted out in hives for the first time in my life on Saturday..they are just now going away.

The most ridiculous things are making me cry, my daughter turned 3 today and I couldn't look at her without bawling. I can't seem to keep up on my housework lately, and that has me upset. I am only getting about 5 hours of sleep a night because of work and just life in general.

I am worried constantly that because I am pumping for Chloe that I either:

A~ Can't pump enough for her

B~ That me stressing about it will make it worse..which only makes me stress more about it.

 SO and I took turns today calling my OB, who referred me to a Behavorial (sp) Clinic, and for me to call my GP. The problem is everyone is so backed up they can't fit me in for at least a month, ridic I know!! I did a bit of research online and some of what I am going through is listed as major side effects to the BC I use..Micronor.

  I don't really know what I am hoping to get out of you all, I am afraid that maybe it's more along the lines of postpartum and I am terrified. The fact that my doctors aren't able to see me freaks the crap out of me more, so much that I am holding back the tears just typing this. Anyone have any experience in any of this, so I don't feel so alone?

KJmashup

(((HUGS)))

I am so sorry you're not feeling right. It could definitely be related to the hormones. Your BC could indeed be responsible; I have had similar things happen to me in the past with hormonal BC.

You are most certainly NOT a freak! This is such a common issue, and I don't understand why no one can see you for a month. You have a serious condition that requires prompt attention. Can you see another doctor? Or what about seeing your GP first?

I wish I had more helpful information for you. I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. Please keep us updated on how you're doing. 

purplemag

kirky05:

If you are just now starting to feel like this this late in the game, I'd be inclined to think it's not PPD but more of a side effect from your BC. Have you talked to your OB about this possibility? Could you maybe try something different?

It was mentioned in our phone conversations today. I had to speak with the oncall nurse though. I have an appointment set up, but like I said it's a month out. SO said I should stop taking them just to see if it helps, not like we are really doing anything right now. I am sooo not feeling THAT, lol!

MrserinJ

I have always had an anxiety disorder with the exact symptoms you describe, in addition to panic disorder. I quit taking micronor after a month because my anxiety and panic attacks went nuts right after I started on it and I hadn't had problems like that in over a year. My doctor said that she hasn't hears of a strong correlation between the 2 but I know my body and as soon as I stopped, so did the anxiety. It could be postpartum depression, in which case, you need to get in before a month because you shouldn't have to be miserable that long. You can treat depression and anxiety and I really see no reason why you should have to suffer for a month! Call your GP ASAP and get in. At the very least, it's a start. Don't panic about it being PPD, cross that bridge when you come to it. In the mean time, maybe discontinue the Micrnor to see if it helps. I know it made a huge difference for me. GL and lots of hugs!

SnoopyLuv

PPD can happen up to a year and it's very common for it to occur before the 6 month mark. If I were you I would keep calling your GP and the behavioral clinic each week to see if there are open/cancelled appointments. I would explain the severity of how you feel to the receptionist, they should get you in as a priority. Your OB should be able to prescribe something short term if you cannot be seen right away, I would certainly call them back.

And you are not alone. There are many of us on this board who talk very openly about PPD. Please reach out for help. You do not have to feel this way.

I would quit taking the BCP right away, it's extremely common for someone post partum to have a huge reaction to the synthetic hormones.

Good luck and let us know if you need support or advice. I know this board and the PPD boards have been hugely helpful in my relief of PPD.

sherbetlemon

I used micronor and hated it! I had migraines for the first time in my life too. I knew they were migraines because my vision would go. It also made me an emotional wreck. I felt a lot better after I stopped taking it. If they can't get you in, it might be a good idea to just use condoms for a while and see if things improve. If they do, then you could ask for a different prescription at your appt in a month. I hope you are able to start feeling better soon.

purplemag

KJmashup:

(((HUGS)))

I am so sorry you're not feeling right. It could definitely be related to the hormones. Your BC could indeed be responsible; I have had similar things happen to me in the past with hormonal BC.

You are most certainly NOT a freak! This is such a common issue, and I don't understand why no one can see you for a month. You have a serious condition that requires prompt attention. Can you see another doctor? Or what about seeing your GP first?

I wish I had more helpful information for you. I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone. Please keep us updated on how you're doing. 

My OB's office is so over scheduled that they were calling people to cancel appointments. My GP's is worse, at least with my OB I could get an appointment scheduled.  I need to scour up the balls to try to call another doctor I suppose, SO has been great and spent about 45 minutes on the phone with all my doctors just today to get me seen. It was so hard to have to tell him how I am feeling, let alone someone like my doctor.  Thanks for your words of encouragement!

purplemag

MrserinJ:

I have always had an anxiety disorder with the exact symptoms you describe, in addition to panic disorder. I quit taking micronor after a month because my anxiety and panic attacks went nuts right after I started on it and I hadn't had problems like that in over a year. My doctor said that she hasn't hears of a strong correlation between the 2 but I know my body and as soon as I stopped, so did the anxiety. It could be postpartum depression, in which case, you need to get in before a month because you shouldn't have to be miserable that long. You can treat depression and anxiety and I really see no reason why you should have to suffer for a month! Call your GP ASAP and get in. At the very least, it's a start. Don't panic about it being PPD, cross that bridge when you come to it. In the mean time, maybe discontinue the Micrnor to see if it helps. I know it made a huge difference for me. GL and lots of hugs!

My boss and I are very close, like she is a mother figure to me..that close. And what you just said is what she said..anxiety and panic attacks. SO told me the same thing that I should stop the pills, so I think I will do that to see if it helps. Thank you so much for taking the time to respond!

purplemag

SnoopyLuv:

PPD can happen up to a year and it's very common for it to occur before the 6 month mark. If I were you I would keep calling your GP and the behavioral clinic each week to see if there are open/cancelled appointments. I would explain the severity of how you feel to the receptionist, they should get you in as a priority. Your OB should be able to prescribe something short term if you cannot be seen right away, I would certainly call them back.

And you are not alone. There are many of us on this board who talk very openly about PPD. Please reach out for help. You do not have to feel this way.

I would quit taking the BCP right away, it's extremely common for someone post partum to have a huge reaction to the synthetic hormones.

Good luck and let us know if you need support or advice. I know this board and the PPD boards have been hugely helpful in my relief of PPD.

I will try calling again tomorrow, to see if anything has opened or if I can be put on a cancellation waiting list. Thank you so much, I realize I am not the only one..but it makes me feel a tad better getting it out there. (if that makes any sense at all)

starrkitten89

I totally agree with PP about calling again,and explaining how badly you feel.Some doctors' offices will be very flexible about fitting you in if they know you are feeling bad.

I have also heard that you can get PPD up to a year after LO is born,and that BCP can interfere with your mental state.

I am so sorry you are dealing with this,and I hope you get the relief you need,and that it doesn't take a month for you to get it!Meds can work absolute wonders!I have not suffered from PPD,but I have had generalized anxiety and panic disorder for years that got much,much worse PP.I am so thankful that I am on meds again.

I hope everything works out for you!

MrserinJ

purplemag:

MrserinJ:

I have always had an anxiety disorder with the exact symptoms you describe, in addition to panic disorder. I quit taking micronor after a month because my anxiety and panic attacks went nuts right after I started on it and I hadn't had problems like that in over a year. My doctor said that she hasn't hears of a strong correlation between the 2 but I know my body and as soon as I stopped, so did the anxiety. It could be postpartum depression, in which case, you need to get in before a month because you shouldn't have to be miserable that long. You can treat depression and anxiety and I really see no reason why you should have to suffer for a month! Call your GP ASAP and get in. At the very least, it's a start. Don't panic about it being PPD, cross that bridge when you come to it. In the mean time, maybe discontinue the Micrnor to see if it helps. I know it made a huge difference for me. GL and lots of hugs!

My boss and I are very close, like she is a mother figure to me..that close. And what you just said is what she said..anxiety and panic attacks. SO told me the same thing that I should stop the pills, so I think I will do that to see if it helps. Thank you so much for taking the time to respond!

No problem! It's not only the Micronor, after I stopped BF-ing I went back on regular BC and I felt horrible. I had insomnia so bad for a month straight and I slept only about 45 mins a night. I also had heart palpitations and felt constantly "on edge". I quit them and don't think I'll go back to hormonal BC. I just don't think it trees with me. I hope you feel better soon!

kerribear1717

I don't know about the area you live in but there are 100's of doctors out there.  Just call someone else on your insurance list and ask if they have an appt right away.  I would not wait at all.  I would also stop the BC and just use condoms.

And ya know what even if you have to suppliment with formula your LO is going to be just fine and is not going to starve and will be healthy and grow.  Keep up with what you can pumping.  Your baby will let you know if they are still hungry.  Go out an buy a tub of formula just in case, so you have it in the house and you don't have to freak out.

GL!

zkat

It also sounds like hypothyroidism, especially the hives and crying.  Diagnosis is a simple blood test.   I hope you get into a Dr. soon and get some answers.