Found my IVF book while spring cleaning :(

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along with a lot of  empty repronex bottles which still had some water and my heart just sank.

those tttc days were awful...gut wrenching...I hated doing the shots...hated mixing it...hated the whole testing of levels...I would cry so many times over it...hated going to the bathroom dreading that when I wiped I would see AF and crying every time she did appear.

I was ready to pass the book on to any person who was interested as its brand new..when it occurred to me that although we are not sure when..we do want a sibling for DD and I may need the book...

IF sucks...it hurts so bad...the hurt just continues...

Just wanted to share....