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This pregnancy is bittersweet

Prior to TTC, DH and I had agreed that if I was sick again this pregnancy, that it would be the last one.  We would consider a surrogate or adoption in the future if we wanted another, but I would not be pregnant again.  

Even if I feel better after 1st tri, the fact that I am sick enough to need a PICC is the deal breaker.  Even though every pregnancy is different, blah, blah, blah, I'm high risk enough that it's just not worth the risk.  I hate being pregnant.  Like really.  I hate it with every ounce of my being.  And yet there are times that I lay here and get this overwhelming sadness that this is the last time I'll ever be X weeks pregnant.  Ugh, wtf is wrong with me?!?!  My pregnancies are hell, why would I be sad about this being the last time?!

Pregnancy hormones suck. 

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