Back at the ER last night (Long-TMI-DS mentioned)

Fallon621

I had to be rushed to the ER last night (for the 5th time in 6 weeks) at about 10:30 because my blood turned DARK red almost black and I was having crippling cramps that felt just like the contractions I had before.  I was screaming and puking for 20 mins.  I could barley even talk.  They kind of came from no where.  I was having mild cramps during the day then when I went to put DS to bed they started getting really bad.  Then I went to lay with FI till he had to get up for work and they started hurting so bad that I was making noises out of my control and shaking and crying.  So I went to sit on the toilet and puke in the sink at the same time. 

When I was done throwing up I went and took an ibuprofen and my antibiotic and puked them right up with the water.  So I woke my FI up and told him we needed to go to the ER but I couldn't even move. He called out of work then he called 911 because I was screaming, we waited like 3 minutes and I just said "come on we need to just go now!!!"  He carried me to the car and rushes to the hospital. 

 They took me back right away, hooked me up to an IV and drew some blood. Then we waited for the doc to come in all the while shaking and crying in pain trying to remember to breathe, not knowing what was going on with me and because I couldn't believe this still was not over!  They did an X-RAY and MRI to make sure they didn't cut any of my organs during surgery on Tuesday and that was all clear, Then an exam and there was stuff and clots blocking my cervix which was trying to close but also push it out at the same time and apparently I "did not rest enough."   They gave me about 6 meds in my IV including dilaudid (spelling) for pain which helped with the "cramping". And some Valium, Percocet and an antibiotic prescriptions.   We were there for about 7 hours total.  Now I am on strict bed rest for 10 days!   

I just can not believe that this is not over yet.  I though with the surgery "YES FINALLY this will all be over" and again I was wrong.  I just do not know why this is all happening to me.  So I am also really upset because I cant even take care of my own son.  MIL came today to stay with us for the time I am on bed rest so that when FI is at work she can watch DS for me and cook.  I am grateful that I have her here to help but just so pissed off because he is My son and I can't even take care of him. 

 I will be on once in a while to check in a post here and there but my lap top is broke so not much. (don't forget about me lol)  I just need to get my self better and be healthy again.  I guess one tiny little good thing came from it and that's that when they did the blood draw they checked my hormone levels and they are finally at zero, and when I go for my follow up appointment I probably will not have to get stuck in the arm again.  This has been a roller coaster and I want to get off NOW! I am so frustrated angry and sad!   Thanks for listening.  You ladies are great!

ECHC829

I'm so sorry you have to go through this... how awful    I'll keep you in my thoughts!

LDW80

OH MY GOODNESS......can you please get a break from all of this?  I am SO sorry you have to keep going through this trauma.  I hope now everything is OUT and you will be healed very soon.  I am thinking of you and wishing you a speedy recovery.  Please take care of yourself and DON'T OVER DO IT.... :-)

I am here if you need anything!

Muffinhb

im sorry that you are going through this! i will be praying for you!

npilcher506

I am so very sorry you are going through all of this! I can't even imagine. Thank the Lord for your in laws being supportive!! I really hope that this will be over for you soon. Best wishes to you!! No one will forget you=) Take care of yourself for the next 10 days..get some good gossip magazines or books or something you can loose yourself in and stay down!!!

88eve88

Oh my goodness!!  That sounds just awful ... I can't even imagine how you're managing through all of this.  You must be one tough cookie!  Did they tell you where all the blood was coming from??  Was it just your cervix not closing?? 

I wish you all the best during your bed rest and that you heal as quickly as possible.  Hoping your nightmare ended last night!  You've been through enough.

Fallon621

Thank you all so much!  I snuck down to reply to all of you. HAHA backt o bed i go, night all.

Fallon621

LDW80:

OH MY GOODNESS......can you please get a break from all of this?  I am SO sorry you have to keep going through this trauma.  I hope now everything is OUT and you will be healed very soon.  I am thinking of you and wishing you a speedy recovery.  Please take care of yourself and DON'T OVER DO IT.... :-)

I am here if you need anything!

 Thanks!  And I know right!!  It must have to end sometime?!?  Trust me I am getting lots of rest this time!  Again thanks so much it means a lot!

Fallon621

npilcher506:

I am so very sorry you are going through all of this! I can't even imagine. Thank the Lord for your in laws being supportive!! I really hope that this will be over for you soon. Best wishes to you!! No one will forget you=) Take care of yourself for the next 10 days..get some good gossip magazines or books or something you can loose yourself in and stay down!!!

Thank you so so much!  And yes I am very lucky that they are helping me out with DS!!  And thanks for saying that no one will forget me, I hope not!  I just have not been able to be on TB much to support because of all these complications but I am trying.  So back off to bed I go.  Nitghy nite!

Fallon621

88eve88:

Oh my goodness!!  That sounds just awful ... I can't even imagine how you're managing through all of this.  You must be one tough cookie!  Did they tell you where all the blood was coming from??  Was it just your cervix not closing?? 

I wish you all the best during your bed rest and that you heal as quickly as possible.  Hoping your nightmare ended last night!  You've been through enough.

Thanks you so much 88eve88!!  It has been awful honestly and I just want my damn body back already!  Ha I usually think of my self as pretty tough but this has all weakend me in every aspect. But Thanks.  I hope to be as much as my old self as can be ASAP! 

And yes my cervix was trying to close at the same time it was trying to push this stuff out that was blocking it.