Finishing a bottle of prenatals (vent)

MrsAtch

I'm having an emotional day. Next week I will finish another bottle of prenatal vitamins- which means I've been TTC our take home baby this time around for just over 9 months. I know that's nothing compared to some of the lovely ladies on this board, and it makes me angry for all of us. I have so much respect for the incredible women here- for having the strength and determination to keep going. I go between wanting to bawl and wanting to freak out at every pregnant woman I know. I watched another stupid video this morning about a place in Tennessee where 20% of the high school girls are pregnant, and I am so discouraged. My first loss was in '07, and my second in '10. It's just so hard to keep trying sometimes.

(End rant). 

CashewsMommy

((((hugs)))) I know exactly how you feel about finishing another bottle. It sucks.

MrsAtch

Cashew, how do you keep doing it? You seem like such a strong woman. I wish I could bottle a little of that on days like this. I have to have faith that it will happen for us eventually but it's so damn discouraging sometimes.

Tapatio

I'm so sorry you're having a hard day. I know that feeling of frustration and sadness ((hugs)).

Rawr08

I know how you feel.  Every time I have to buy a new bottle I just get so mad.  It is a hard process to go through.  Sending you love!

CashewsMommy

MrsAtch:

Cashew, how do you keep doing it? You seem like such a strong woman. I wish I could bottle a little of that on days like this. I have to have faith that it will happen for us eventually but it's so damn discouraging sometimes.

 

Honestly, I have no clue. I just know that there is nothing more that I can do right now. Everything that I can do, I am doing... and there for it's no longer in my hands. There's no sense in getting stressed or bent out of shape over something I can't control.

But believe me. I do still have my bad days.

FmrAFBrat

CashewsMommy:

((((hugs)))) I know exactly how you feel about finishing another bottle. It sucks.

This....although the last time I bought them the cashier at Walgreens said congratulations.  If she only knew.

Gaberinos

I am sorry you are having a rough day. Hang in there! I hope that things get a lot brighter for you soon

To the PP that mentioned getting the congratulations at Walgreens. I am always nervous to get more Prenatals or anything related around my town, because it is small (it is almost like everyone somehow knows you or your friends) and people start assuming things. Rumors get around quickly and there are times when my friends are upset thinking you are not telling them something. People assuming things like that can be really annoying sometimes :P

Throwing out some luck to all of you on here

NeenyW

I'm so sorry. Sending lots of hugs your way.

ewilliams1127

I hate how the little things always end up getting to us....It sucks getting another bottle of PNV just thinking "I hope this is the month it's going to make a difference!"  (((hugs)))

fireflies0306

I know i'm new on the walk of TTCAL, but I am so sorry about this, and sending positive thoughts your way that maybe the next bottle of prenatals will be when you are pregnant!  {hugs}

clauseka

((Hugs to You))  I feel your pain.

shelshel79

((hugs))

Laurakat81

Ugh, I'm sorry! I totally feel you on this. I'm on my 3rd bottle and still nothing.

 Some day it feels like what's the point!

Izabella22

Big *HUGS*

cflocco

So sorry you are having a bad day!!  I think the same way.  I have about 30 more PNVs and I am already thinking I hope I am pregnant by the time they are gone.  {{Hugs}}

Jeilene

Never mind the days, I took it one hour at a time!  To tell you the truth, I was a positive trooper for the first month after my m/c knowing things happen for a reason, but then bitterness kicked in and I stopped taking my prenatal's and vitamins all together as to not give myself another opportunity to think about losing my babies.  Then because we wanted to try for more babies I started taking them again.  Good luck to you!

MrsAtch

Thank you all for your support- and for helping me feel validated during my rough days. I hope this is the year for all of us.