I hate IF. I feel like this cycle didn't work and I am never going to get pregnant. I am emotional, crabby, crying, mad, annoyed and sad all at the same time. I have no interest in doing anything but sitting her feeling sorry for myself. I have no interest in doing the deed, which for me is abnormal (and is driving DH bonkers).
Ugh. I wish I didn't feel this way.
Sorry for the little pity party. Join me if you want.
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http://thedittemores.blogspot.com/
Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues
DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology.
Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
4 failed IUIs in 2010
IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!
Re: I am in a funk....
Sorry sweetie. It just takes so much out of us..
((hugs))
Hope you feel better soon.
TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
Did you see my post a little bit below yours?
I'm having a major pity party, care to join me. 
It seems that so many people on here are struggling lately, that the New Year euphoria has been replaced by the reality of how badly IF hurts, in whatever forms it is in.
FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
No more frosties
IVF #2. September 2014
PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
Not sure where to go from here.
After 1 IUI, 3 IVF's with CGH/CCS testing, 10 early miscarriages, and lots of tears and frustration, we are moving on to Domestic Infant Adoption! We are so excited to see what the future holds.
((hugs))
Hang in there sweetie. We all have these days and they are so not fun
BUT, we are here to help ya through! Can you go watch a movie, take a bath, or do something nice just for you?
fingers crossed for you
Dx: LPD, underdeveloped follicles, blocked left tube
3 C/P, 1 BO, 1 Ectopic
IVF#1=BFN (3/11)
FET#1=BFP
Hugs...IF always sucks. Somedays it just seems to suck harder.
((more hugs))
Sounds good to me! You are bringing the beer, I will bring the
You ladies really are the best. I don't know what I would do without you all!
(Actually I do, I would be locked up in an insane asyllum, or divorced...)
Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology. Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
4 failed IUIs in 2010
IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!
Awww sweetie pie *hugs*
I know you are in a funk but just think.. that is where I was 2 days ago.. and you talked me through it. You are still soooo early yet! Do not lose hope!!!
iui #5 2/7 + 2/8 = BFP!! 11 dpiui
Beta #1 2/18 11dpiui= 46, Beta #2 13dpiui 150, Beta #3 16dpiui 584!!
u/s revealed triplets! Baby B 3rd loss 8w2d. Twins! EDD 10/31/11 * c/s scheduled 10/12/11 My NEW BLOG
beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
EDD 11/25/12
**SAIFW**
TTC since July 2008
IUI 1,2,3 BFN
IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
IVF#2 BFP
it's a girl!!
TTC since March 2009 // Me and DH - 28
Testing Summer/Fall 2010 - Unexplained IF
IUIs #1-4 ~ Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IUI #5 ~ Femara/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ BFN
IUIs #6-9 ~ Research Study Meds/Pregnyl/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
IVF Consultation, More Testing
Diagnostic Cycle ~ Mucinex/Progesterone/TI ~ BFN
IVF #1 ~ Menopur/Bravelle/Ganirelix/Novarel/Progesterone/Lupron
7R, 6F // 2 transferred // 3 frosties ~ BFN
FET #1 ~ Estrace/PIO/Lupron
3 thawed // 2 transferred // 1 lost // no more frosties ~ BFP!!
Beta #1 - 456 // Beta #2 - 1176 // Beta #3 - 2933 // Beta #4 - 6753
EDD: May 16, 2013
Bedrest for SCH // 6w2d through 10w1d
Elevated TSH and Lazy Thyroid DX @ 10w - Started Synthroid
Finally released from RE at 13w
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