Infertility

I am in a funk....

I hate IF.  I feel like this cycle didn't work and I am never going to get pregnant.  I am emotional, crabby, crying, mad, annoyed and sad all at the same time.  I have no interest in doing anything but sitting her feeling sorry for myself.  I have no interest in doing the deed, which for me is abnormal (and is driving DH bonkers).

Ugh.  I wish I didn't feel this way.  

Sorry for the little pity party.  Join me if you want.

Our Blog - http://thedittemores.blogspot.com/
Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology. Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
4 failed IUIs in 2010
IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!

Re: I am in a funk....

  • Sorry sweetie. It just takes so much out of us..

    ((hugs))

    Hope you feel better soon.

     

    TTC #1 since June 2008 *SAIFW*

    TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs

  • Did you see my post a little bit below yours?  Wink  I'm having a major pity party, care to join me.  Beer

    It seems that so many people on here are struggling lately, that the New Year euphoria has been replaced by the reality of how badly IF hurts, in whatever forms it is in.

    TTC since 3-08 IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12

    FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN

    FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN

    No more frosties

    IVF #2. September 2014

    PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts

    SET November 9, 2014
    Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN

    Not sure where to go from here.

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  • Sorry you feel this way....I am right there with you though.  I will join the pity party.

    After 1 IUI, 3 IVF's with CGH/CCS testing, 10 early miscarriages, and lots of tears and frustration, we are moving on to Domestic Infant Adoption!  We are so excited to see what the future holds.

  • I'm sorry sweetie.  hugs to you
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  • ((hugs))

    Hang in there sweetie. We all have these days and they are so not fun :/

    BUT, we are here to help ya through! Can you go watch a movie, take a bath, or do something nice just for you?

    fingers crossed for you :) 

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  • I am sorry, sweetie. Maybe try and do something fun this weekend, for distraction. (((hugs)))
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  • HUGS!  IF sucks! 
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  • I DEFINTELY have days like this!  I'm sorry today is a bad one for you :(.  Try to do something nice for yourself!
    Stopped BCPs December 2008 TTC since June 2009 6 unsuccessful Clomid cycles Dx Annovulatory due to PCOS January 2010 DH-perfect 4 unsuccessful IUIs Began Lupron July 7 for first IVF IVF cancelled; overstimulation and coasting lead to huge drop in E2 New testing with an Endocrinologist...perhaps a new diagnosis... So, not PCOS but Hashimoto's Thyroiditis November 2010 After a looong break, started seeing a new RE. Gearing up for IVF 1.2. Beta 1=197!! BabyFruit Ticker image
  • so sorry sweetie!! ((HUGS)) hang in there...IF can be so draining. We're all here for you!
    Dx Anovulatory PCOS Clomid,Ovidrel,TI=BFN IUI#1-#3 Femara,Ovidrel=BFN IUI#4-Gonal F,Ovidrel=BFN IUI#5-Gonal F,Ovidrel= BFP!! Beta #1 11dpIUI=34, Beta #2=131,first u/s 3/14=1 perfect bug with a heartbeat! Anderson Phillip, Born 11/2/11 7lbs 10oz 21in. Image and video hosting by TinyPic Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I know how you feel. Two people at work just announced their pregnancy. One got pregnant on her first month trying. I hate her just because of that.
    TTC #1 since 7/09
    Dx: LPD, underdeveloped follicles, blocked left tube
    3 C/P, 1 BO, 1 Ectopic
    IVF#1=BFN (3/11)
    FET#1=BFP
  • Big Hugs!  Maybe you'll get a pleasant surprise in a few days :)
    TTC since April 2009 dx = PCOS; TTC History for DS - A FET miracle after 7 IUIs; 2 fresh transfers, and 1 other FET resulted in BFNs. Hoping and Praying for baby #2: Cycle 1 - FET; November 2012 BFN Next Steps - who knows? Lilypie Second Birthday tickers
  • Hugs...IF always sucks.  Somedays it just seems to suck harder.

    ((more hugs))

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  • I'm sorry you're in a funk.  We all have those.  Hope you're able to pull yourself out of it soon.  *hugs*
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  • We are all with you and we all have those days. PLEASEEEE hang in there. When I have a bad day, I just got to bed early and tell DH that I just want the day to be over or have enough of the day. Usually I wake up feeling better but I believe that its the hormones too. Personally, I never feel like doing the deed anymore and very frustrated and uninterested. DH said that I use him during ov and he feels used. I try to make it right but I know inside its out of pity(for him of course). Good Luck and remember that we have all been through those days :) hugs too
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    Did you see my post a little bit below yours?  Wink  I'm having a major pity party, care to join me.  Beer

    It seems that so many people on here are struggling lately, that the New Year euphoria has been replaced by the reality of how badly IF hurts, in whatever forms it is in.

    Sounds good to me!  You are bringing the beer, I will bring the Cake

    Big Smile

     

    You ladies really are the best.  I don't know what I would do without you all!

    (Actually I do, I would be locked up in an insane asyllum, or divorced...)

    Our Blog - http://thedittemores.blogspot.com/
    Dx PCOS 2003/high fasting insulin/clotting issues DH Dx with low sperm count, motility and morphology. Varicocele repair (11/1/2010)
    2/2011 - Confirmed no improvement - On to Donor Sperm
    4 failed IUIs in 2010
    IUI#5 and 6- with DS, BFN
    Final IUI - Lucky #7! IUI with DS - 20.Jun.2011 - 21.5 mil motile! Not so lucky - BFFN and the end of our IF journey....
    Waiting for our family to be complete through Adoption - May 2012 - Hoping our baby finds us soon!
  • Awww sweetie pie  *hugs*  

    I know you are in a funk but just think..  that is where I was 2 days ago..  and you talked me through it.  You are still soooo early yet!  Do not lose hope!!!   

    TTC#2: septum removed, 2 losses, Stage 2 Endo, thin lining, slight MFI
    iui #5 2/7 + 2/8 = BFP!! 11 dpiui
    Beta #1 2/18 11dpiui= 46, Beta #2 13dpiui 150, Beta #3 16dpiui 584!!
    u/s revealed triplets! Baby B 3rd loss 8w2d. Twins! EDD 10/31/11 * c/s scheduled 10/12/11 My NEW BLOG Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • Big hugs!  All of this is so hard!  I think it's important to take the time to let yourself feel what you're feeling.  So...be emotional...cry, scream, get it out!
    IVF #3 = Feb 2012
    beta#1 3/21 (14dp3dt)=413, beta#2 3/23 (16dp3dt)=785, u/s 4/11
    EDD 11/25/12
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  • (((hugs)))
    After 3 1/2 years of hope and prayers, our sweet baby girl is here! Lilypie First Birthday tickers
  • ((HUGS))
    ::PAIF/SAIF Welcome::

    TTC since July 2008
    IUI 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
    IVF#2 BFP

    it's a girl!!

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  • Ohhhh I know the feeling.  It must be funky Thursday because I was having a terrible time today, too.  Big hugs......
  • I think we all understand this one!  I have been feeling really defeated lately, too.  (((hugs))) and hang in there!!
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    TTC since March 2009 // Me and DH - 28
    Testing Summer/Fall 2010 - Unexplained IF
    IUIs #1-4 ~ Clomid/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
    IUI #5 ~ Femara/Ovidrel/TI/IUI ~ BFN
    IUIs #6-9 ~ Research Study Meds/Pregnyl/TI/IUI ~ all BFNs
    IVF Consultation, More Testing
    Diagnostic Cycle ~ Mucinex/Progesterone/TI ~ BFN
    IVF #1 ~ Menopur/Bravelle/Ganirelix/Novarel/Progesterone/Lupron
    7R, 6F // 2 transferred // 3 frosties ~ BFN
    FET #1 ~ Estrace/PIO/Lupron
    3 thawed // 2 transferred // 1 lost // no more frosties ~ BFP!!
    Beta #1 - 456 // Beta #2 - 1176 // Beta #3 - 2933 // Beta #4 - 6753
    EDD: May 16, 2013
    Threatened MC at 6w2d
    Bedrest for SCH // 6w2d through 10w1d
    Elevated TSH and Lazy Thyroid DX @ 10w - Started Synthroid
    Finally released from RE at 13w
    Charles Everett ~ Born 5/20/2013

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