Can I share my crappy bad dream?

Tapatio

I have a much older sister who has no children and probably never will. She doesn't want them and everyone in the family agrees it would be best. She is irresponsible, self-centered and has had a drug addiciton for more than half of her life.

I had a nightmare last night that my much older sis got pg. By the time I found out about it she was probably about 8 months along. I take one a look at her and throw my hands in the air in frustration! I remember thinking "wtf" and walking away feeling defeated.

I'm sure it's got some sort of connection to my younger sister's pg. I guess I just feel like everyone around me is getting pg and having babies without any difficulties. It'd be nice if I could at least catch a break while I snooze!

jertie

Oh I hate dreams like that!  They seem so real.  Then you wake up, your heart is pounding and you can still feel the emotions from the dream.  Yuck.  My guess is that you are spot on with the fact that it feels like everyone around you is pregnant and it would just figure that someone that doesn't want to be/ or wouldn't be a good mom would get KU.  Blech.  Sorry you can't get your zz's in peace.

Tapatio

trishiepoo:

Sometimes our subconcious can fvck with us and its not cool.  What a bad dream!

Yup. I don't like it! It wasn't a good night's sleep

Btw...how are you feeling? You had your stitches removed yesterday, right?

itsmegin

Ugh that would be horrible. I'm glad it's just a dream. I know you're being so nice about it but it must be SO hard to see your younger sister pregnant.

I hope it's you very soon. 

Tapatio

itsmegin:

Ugh that would be horrible. I'm glad it's just a dream. I know you're being so nice about it but it must be SO hard to see your younger sister pregnant.

I hope it's you very soon. 

It is hard. I'm trying to be selfless. Some days I'm successful and some days I fail. I went with her to IKEA yesterday to pick up some wine glasses while she picked up items for my nephew's nursery. I kept stealing glances at her adorable baby bump. It made my heart ache. I want one too .

thewayiam

You're very strong. It's so hard to be involved in friends'/colleagues' conversations about their pregnancies and LO's - and it's so hard to see those bumps. it must be even harder with a sister. And you're being so supportive. 

I'm sorry your heart is aching so much.

 

 

LilMaggs

*hugs*  I hate dreams like that!

Gaberinos

I am sorry about your bad dream. Nightmares are the worst! I had several around the time and since my loss and they are no fun. Wishing you some happy dreaming tonight

mizdiz444

That is a crappy dream!  (((hugs)))