just wanted to check in

fireflies0306

I know i should be posting more, but i am having a real rough couple of days, and honestly, i'm back to being very quiet and not having much to say.  i don't know why i'm feeling so off today.  but i did want to say that all you ladies have been on my mind, and let you all know i was thinking of you today!  you do provide some humor and make me laugh, and i appreciate how open everyone is and shares everything!

idk--i just wanted to say that, and say thank you!  while i hate that we are all here (i say that too much), i'm glad that we do find support with each other.  

so, thank you so much for always listening and giving advice--even when you don't feel like it! 

CashewsMommy

(((hugs)))

Tapatio

It's ok. We all have bad days. Thanks for checking in though ((hugs)).

butterfly843

Sending hugs.

mizdiz444

(((Hugs)))

MommyandKate

Hi.  Thanks for checking in.  I hope tomorrow is easier.

jertie

I understand what you mean.  I took a couple of days earlier this week and last week too.  I was just in an odd mood.  It makes me sad to see so many new ladies here, and sometimes it takes a toll when empathizing with what they're going through (not to mention the everyday stuff that is tossed our way).  I hope that you feel better soon - I'm cheering for you!  ((HUGS))

fireflies0306

thanks everyone!  i just don't know what happened--i mean sunday was an extraordinary good day (and even looked and picked out a baby pattern for a travel system, and high chair and pack and play...just b/c we went by the baby section accidentally), and we made a decision about trying again this cycle--which again, we felt awesome about, and i felt ready.  but i'm not sure what happened, but around tuesday morning, i just started to feel so down.  odd...and seeing a infant (like less than a month or two old) at a restaurant last night (that you would least expect an infant at) just got me crying and worked up again.

 ***sigh*** i just wish the good days and good feelings would stick around.  this was just odd b/c it wasn't b/c i saw the baby that got me worked up...i was already upset and didn't know why the day before. 

but thank you.  today was an ok day---i'm just hoping i snap out of it by the weekend!  it TTC time, and i hate feeling like i'll just cry through a whole pregnancy if it happens too soon (and please know that I feel awful complaining too b/c so many of you have waited so long for you bfps!).  does it get better, does anyone know?  and will pregnancy help the grief or make it worse?

thanks! {{hugs}}