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Today is 2 months.

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I have survived for 2 months since my babies died. If you had asked me 2 months ago if I would still be standing today I would have been unsure. It's still so hard to believe they are truly gone. I should be 32 weeks pregnant this week instead this is the milestone I have to endure. It's not fair and I'm sad.
TTC with severe MFI since 9/08 IVF w/ ICSI #1 May/June 2010= BFP twins
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138 Pregnancy Ticker
Living After Losing
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  • biddy53178biddy53178
    im very sorry- sending you hugs-
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  • KiKiMeKiKiMe member
    It is totally not fair and it sucks! :::hugs:::
    Started TTC in 2/09. Dx with PCOS in 09/09. BFP on 11/7/09.
    Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
    01/11 = BFP!
    Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section
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  • inlovewithBinlovewithB
    You are right! It is not fair at all, and there is no Reason why you had to go through that horrible heartbreak. (((hugs))) 
    June 2010-Lap
    b2b Injectable IUI #1 7/25/10 & 7/26/10 = BFP beta 14dpIUI = 133 MC 9/14 at 9 weeks
    b2b Injectable IUI #2 12/5/10 & 12/6/10 = BFN
    IVF #1 ER 3/28/11 ET 3 embryos 3/31/11= BFN
    b2b Injectable IUI#3 6/28/11 & 6/29/11 = BFN
    PAIF/SAIF Welcome :)

    Submitted Adoption Application on 6/1/2011
    Homestudy 7/19/2011
    IVF#2 CX due to Adoption Match
    We were blessed with our daughter through the gift of adoption
    IVF #2.1 ET 2 embryos 2/14/13 7 frostiesLilypie First Birthday tickers

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  • smallfry5909smallfry5909 member
    ((((HUGS HUGS)))) I am so sorry. You're right, it's not fair.
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    BFP#1 5.27.10 DS became an angel at 21 weeks on 9.22.10
    BFP#2 4.16.11 Healthy baby girl born 12.14.11
    BFP#3 9.3.12 A healthy, bouncing baby SISTER on the way! EDD 5.12.13

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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    My heart breaks for you. I am so sorry that you had to go through this heartbreak. It's not fair at all. I send you hugs.
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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    My heart breaks for you. I'm sorry that you had to go through this heartbreak, it's not fair. I send you hugs.
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    Started TTC June 2010
    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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    My Blog: The Canadian Housewife    PGAL/PAL Welcome    My Chart
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  • tmenard29tmenard29
    I am so sorry. I continue to have good days and bad days. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Stay strong!
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  • sumrbride09sumrbride09
    I am so sorry :o( BIG huge hugs to you today! I just passed my 5 month "angelversary" on Wednesday and it was a tough day for me as well. I'll be thinking of you today!
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  • Nesting.AwayNesting.Away
    ((big hugs)) for you. I am here for you, Sweetie.
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