TTC After a Loss

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So what do you need to confess tonight ladies?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.*** 

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  • i was feeling down today so i ate a whole bag of pretzel M&M's from BJ's LOL
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  • imageBlondeBride82:
    i was feeling down today so i ate a whole bag of pretzel M&M's from BJ's LOL

    This is funny! This was almost exactly my confession! I am having one of those days where I am just mad at the world and ancy over my 2ww so I too ate a bag of pretzel M&Ms. Shhhhh don't tell Embarrassed

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  • LOL thats Awesome!! those thing are so addicting!!
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  • I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think  I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.

    Wow that just made me cry. Sad

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  • I don't know why I torture myself lurking on PgAL.  It feels like I'll never get there.
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    I don't know why I torture myself lurking on PgAL.  It feels like I'll never get there.

    Yup - this.  And, I ate a couple of handfuls of regular M&Ms.  I'm bummed, I think AF is going to show herself tonight or tomorrow.  Going to go home and have a nice glass of wine or 10. 

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  • I am having one of those days when EVERYTHING is just pissing me off.  I have had nothing but retarded phone calls all day, I got upset at one point and just had to blow up at work, said some things I should not have, and I am sooo mad that all I am having for dinner is beer!  Maybe I need some of the snack you ladies are talking about.
  • We were invited to a dinner with a bunch of my DHs coworkers.  I'm just not up to it tonight so I said I had too much work to do from home (which I do), but I'm currently bumping and playing Bejeweled on FB Embarrassed
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  • imagetigers413:

    I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think  I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.

    Wow that just made me cry. Sad

    Sometimes when I feel like this it means that it's time to pick up the phone... I'm sure there is someone out there who would be really happy to hear from you! Big ((HUGS)).

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  • I think I'm starting to glare at pregnant women... I swear it's not intentional Embarrassed. They're EVERYWHERE... it's like ants, you see one and then pretty soon it's an army...
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    I think I'm starting to glare at pregnant women... I swear it's not intentional Embarrassed. They're EVERYWHERE... it's like ants, you see one and then pretty soon it's an army...

     

    This!  I was totally staring at all of the FH's at work today and wishing I was one of them.  I feel like I'm back in high school and they are the cool kids and I'm the nerd.  

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  • imageBabyTrippin:
    I don't know why I torture myself lurking on PgAL.  It feels like I'll never get there.

    that made me tear up. Left HugRight Hug I hope 2011 is good for all of us.

  • imagetigers413:

    I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think  I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.

    <hugs>  I'm sorry you are hurting.  Have you tried calling someone... no-one in my family calls me, but if I call them they always are excited to talk. 
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  • I handed a parent a progress report and rushed out of a Parent/Teacher conference today because the student's mother was holding her newborn son. I. Can't. Handle. Being. Suprised. By. Babies. Totally unprofessional behavior on my part and I was really disappointed with how I handled it. Oh well, the kid has an A in my class and was really there to talk to other teachers anyway...
  • I did a P90X DVD, then immediately ate a cupcake...Tony would not be proud.
  • I can't stand to watch one of the local news channels in the morning because the anchor is pregnant and is giving her baby a dumb name.
  • Its FWP week and I really just want to go to bed. FWP week really sucks sometimes.
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  • I've been torturing myself since I got home just because I needed a good cry, today was a bad day.. and I can't seem to cry anymore.. I found 2 songs that will do it to me though.. "Holes in the Floor of Heaven" and "If I die young"

    I can't helping thinking about my SIL and my sweet LO..

    Today has just been really emotional.. and for no particular reason than I just woke up feeling down..

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  • I was at Target today and I bought a cute baby outfit. There is no way I can admit to DH that I bought it so I hid it in the closet Indifferent.
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  • A coworker pulled a surprise I'm KU announcement on me today. I totally wasn't expecting it. We started trying right around the same times. She knows about my loss and said she was telling me to "give me some hope." I am thinking really terrible things about her right now because I am so jealous. And honestly, this girl is the sweetest, nicest, wouldn't hurt a fly in the world kind of person. Which makes me a total effing ***. 
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