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"I'm not telling you it's gonna be easy. I'm telling you it's gonna be worth it." -Art Williams "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity. And I'm not sure about the universe." - Albert Einstein
i was feeling down today so i ate a whole bag of pretzel M&M's from BJ's LOL
This is funny! This was almost exactly my confession! I am having one of those days where I am just mad at the world and ancy over my 2ww so I too ate a bag of pretzel M&Ms. Shhhhh don't tell
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I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.
Wow that just made me cry.
BFP #1 - 04/09/10 -- m/c - 07/02/10 @ 20weeks and 3 days. D&C 07/02/2010 - EDD 11/16/10 BFP #2 12/17/10 please stick turtle. EDD 8/29/11 - Emergency C-Section 7-2-11.
Andrew's journey Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Carolee on her BFP! Stick, baby!
Congratulations to elbandas09, cherylanddoug, tctibbe(MsPegees) and alliejoe for their take home babies!
I don't know why I torture myself lurking on PgAL. It feels like I'll never get there.
Yup - this. And, I ate a couple of handfuls of regular M&Ms. I'm bummed, I think AF is going to show herself tonight or tomorrow. Going to go home and have a nice glass of wine or 10.
I am having one of those days when EVERYTHING is just pissing me off. I have had nothing but retarded phone calls all day, I got upset at one point and just had to blow up at work, said some things I should not have, and I am sooo mad that all I am having for dinner is beer! Maybe I need some of the snack you ladies are talking about.
We were invited to a dinner with a bunch of my DHs coworkers. I'm just not up to it tonight so I said I had too much work to do from home (which I do), but I'm currently bumping and playing Bejeweled on FB
TTC in May 2009. M/C July 2009. BFP #2 6/1/11(1st cycle on Clomid) Norah Lynn was born on 2/3/2012 TTC again January 2014
I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.
Wow that just made me cry.
Sometimes when I feel like this it means that it's time to pick up the phone... I'm sure there is someone out there who would be really happy to hear from you! Big ((HUGS)).
BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8 BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
I think I'm starting to glare at pregnant women... I swear it's not intentional . They're EVERYWHERE... it's like ants, you see one and then pretty soon it's an army...
BFP#1 9/14/10 (EDD 5/21/11); no fetal pole 6w6d, 7w4d, d&c 10/8 BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
I think I'm starting to glare at pregnant women... I swear it's not intentional . They're EVERYWHERE... it's like ants, you see one and then pretty soon it's an army...
This! I was totally staring at all of the FH's at work today and wishing I was one of them. I feel like I'm back in high school and they are the cool kids and I'm the nerd.
I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.
<hugs> I'm sorry you are hurting. Have you tried calling someone... no-one in my family calls me, but if I call them they always are excited to talk.
I handed a parent a progress report and rushed out of a Parent/Teacher conference today because the student's mother was holding her newborn son. I. Can't. Handle. Being. Suprised. By. Babies. Totally unprofessional behavior on my part and I was really disappointed with how I handled it. Oh well, the kid has an A in my class and was really there to talk to other teachers anyway...
I've been torturing myself since I got home just because I needed a good cry, today was a bad day.. and I can't seem to cry anymore.. I found 2 songs that will do it to me though.. "Holes in the Floor of Heaven" and "If I die young"
I can't helping thinking about my SIL and my sweet LO..
Today has just been really emotional.. and for no particular reason than I just woke up feeling down..
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A coworker pulled a surprise I'm KU announcement on me today. I totally wasn't expecting it. We started trying right around the same times. She knows about my loss and said she was telling me to "give me some hope." I am thinking really terrible things about her right now because I am so jealous. And honestly, this girl is the sweetest, nicest, wouldn't hurt a fly in the world kind of person. Which makes me a total effing ***.
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This is funny! This was almost exactly my confession! I am having one of those days where I am just mad at the world and ancy over my 2ww so I too ate a bag of pretzel M&Ms. Shhhhh don't tell
I feel alone I have not received a call from my family since early November. I think I have alienated all my friends or they had enough of me. I just want to curl up into a ball, turn off all the lights and just sleep.
Wow that just made me cry.
BFP #1 - 04/09/10 -- m/c - 07/02/10 @ 20weeks and 3 days. D&C 07/02/2010 - EDD 11/16/10
BFP #2 12/17/10 please stick turtle. EDD 8/29/11 - Emergency C-Section 7-2-11. Andrew's journey
Congratulations to my TTCAL buddy Carolee on her BFP! Stick, baby!
Congratulations to elbandas09, cherylanddoug, tctibbe(MsPegees) and alliejoe for their take home babies!
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Yup - this. And, I ate a couple of handfuls of regular M&Ms. I'm bummed, I think AF is going to show herself tonight or tomorrow. Going to go home and have a nice glass of wine or 10.
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M/C July 2009.
BFP #2 6/1/11(1st cycle on Clomid)
Norah Lynn was born on 2/3/2012
TTC again January 2014
Sometimes when I feel like this it means that it's time to pick up the phone... I'm sure there is someone out there who would be really happy to hear from you! Big ((HUGS)).
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.
This! I was totally staring at all of the FH's at work today and wishing I was one of them. I feel like I'm back in high school and they are the cool kids and I'm the nerd.
Missed m/c 10/25/10 @ 11.5 weeks
that made me tear up.
I hope 2011 is good for all of us.
Missed m/c 10/25/10 @ 11.5 weeks
BFP-2/4/10 EDD-9/27/10 M/C-2/11/10 7w3d D&C and Methotrexate-2/19/10
BFP-11/21/10 M/C-11/25/10
Clomid Cycle #1-BFN
Clomid Cycle #2-BFP-1/18/2011 M/C-1/26/2011
BFP-5/18/11 Riley arrived 2/3/12 8lbs6oz 21.5in
I've been torturing myself since I got home just because I needed a good cry, today was a bad day.. and I can't seem to cry anymore.. I found 2 songs that will do it to me though.. "Holes in the Floor of Heaven" and "If I die young"
I can't helping thinking about my SIL and my sweet LO..
Today has just been really emotional.. and for no particular reason than I just woke up feeling down..
Dx with Antiphospholipid Antibody Syndrome (APS)
BFP #4 5/14/12
5/17/12...1st Betas- 176, P4 3.6
5/22/12...2nd Betas- 207, P4 6.1 (MC confirmed)