*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

lorlei13

What's going on ladies?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.***  

jen629

I am feelng more down than I thought I was I havent worn makeup in over 2 weeks and for a girly girl that is hard...maybe it is because the 1 year anniversary of my second miscarriage is next Wednesday..and I was so looking forward to the support group I went to last month having a meeting tmorrow night but the cancelled it this month

shoefreak85

I almost punch my computer screen.  I was looking at FB and one of my friends who had a baby a week before Christmas had posted a picture.  It was a picture of her newborn in a stocking with a gift tag that said, "To: him and her Love, God."  Part of my New Year's resolution was to not allow babies, FHs, and pregnant women bother me.  I guess I need to add her to the hide list with all of the other pregnant women!

Tapatio

jen629:

I am feelng more down than I thought I was I havent worn makeup in over 2 weeks and for a girly girl that is hard...maybe it is because the 1 year anniversary of my second miscarriage is next Wednesday..and I was so looking forward to the support group I went to last month having a meeting tmorrow night but the cancelled it this month

((big hugs)) Jen

I just looked in the mirror. My gut is getting so big I look more pg than my sis and she's 5 mths+. I really need to eat better and exercise but I have no motivation. There are days where I think I really need some sort of intervention. I've been sad for way too long. I wonder what toll that takes on my DH.

butterflynola

Sorry nothing much to confess here I had a fairly uneventful/stressful workday with no time to create any mischief lol. I look forward to reading about all of your confessions though

myaddiwaddi06

I came home today and immediately hit my wine bottle. Something I never do I mean it was barely 5 o'clock. I usually wait until after I have dinner. I was set off by a message I got from my dr's office today: "your blood results came back and your hcg is -5 and this is what we wanted." Okay it's not what I wanted at all but I know what she meant. I am glad that my levels have gone down and hopefully AF will be on her way really soon, I just feel like now he is REALLY gone. I know it's a bit silly I can't have my cake and eat it too but I am mad!

myaddiwaddi06

Tapatio:

jen629:

I am feelng more down than I thought I was I havent worn makeup in over 2 weeks and for a girly girl that is hard...maybe it is because the 1 year anniversary of my second miscarriage is next Wednesday..and I was so looking forward to the support group I went to last month having a meeting tmorrow night but the cancelled it this month

((big hugs)) Jen

I just looked in the mirror. My gut is getting so big I look more pg than my sis and she's 5 mths+. I really need to eat better and exercise but I have no motivation. There are days where I think I really need some sort of intervention. I've been sad for way too long. I wonder what toll that takes on my DH.

I can relate to both of you. I haven't put make up on but twice since my m/c. I lost 16 lbs after I got preg and now I have gained at least 6 back. I want to feel like a pretty woman but I just don't. My motivation is gone and I feel like it will never return. I promised myself the new year would bring a new me with it but I have failed at that thus far. I think my mom and sister will be intervening if I don't get it under control and that is not what I want. As far as DH he is supportive I just don't want to become this huge cow that never wears make up or fixes herself up!

millejj1

I'm driving the one person pity party bus tonight and pretty hard. Today was my first day back to work after vacation and it was a total PITA, I'm pouting because DH is at work and I'm lonely at home, everyone in my life seems to be pregnant and showing off their adorable new families..except me, I get to have AF this week. I'm also the heaviest I've ever been and don't have the motivation to change it.Which just makes me hate things even more.

I'm just feeling like a fat, failure of a person that isn't going anywhere except slowly to hell in the handbasket that is my stress me to the nines job.

/pout 

 

BlondeBride82

I had a really crappy day today and am feeling really down.. Somehow people at my work found out i WAS pg (no one knew i was pg or i had a m/c) all day people were coming  up to me and  saying "omg  im so happy for u" blah blah blah.. so i ended up having to tell everyone i had a m/c it SUCKED!! I just wanted to crawl in a hole and cry..

Izabella22

I'm pretty sure I'm Oing b/c I'm having horrible side pains like I have every month around O time and its got me really down and pissy b/c originally we were going to start trying this month and now it just slips on by. I keep feeling like this is never going to wokr out for us.

NY-allie

My therapy for tonight is shopping since CD 1 finally officially arrived... I love amazon prime!

ginamcp

Tapatio:

jen629:

I am feelng more down than I thought I was I havent worn makeup in over 2 weeks and for a girly girl that is hard...maybe it is because the 1 year anniversary of my second miscarriage is next Wednesday..and I was so looking forward to the support group I went to last month having a meeting tmorrow night but the cancelled it this month

((big hugs)) Jen

I just looked in the mirror. My gut is getting so big I look more pg than my sis and she's 5 mths+. I really need to eat better and exercise but I have no motivation. There are days where I think I really need some sort of intervention. I've been sad for way too long. I wonder what toll that takes on my DH.

Lots and lots of hugs for you.  I have been down in that darkness before and it's so freaking hard. 

allensgrl

I wanted to strangle my boss today. I have been trying to show him how to run my desk procedures why I'm on vacation next week, and he doesn't want to learn, as if he thimks I'm going to answer my phone next week,HA!

Lynn

katiebug2004

I made DH "early birthday cupcakes" just so I could eat the batter and leftover icing.

The worst part: DH is at the hospital on call all night...Now I am alone with 2 dozen cupcakes. 

linz85

I'm so disgusted with myself. I need to lose weight! Badly. I am going to try and start going to the gym regularly and walking, drinking more water, and less soda, and watching my calorie intake...I hope it helps..ugh.

Also, I have ridiculously horrible dandruff. It makes me feel gross, mostly because we are always sending kids home with lice at work and the dandruff always makes me second guess my own hair.