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desireejg

ok so im ten wks pregnant and also found out im type 2 diabetic! So i got started on insulin i do 9 units in am and 9 before dinner just lately my numbers have not been good and im feeling so scared and sad and mad i stay within  my carb counts and i know i will prob have to up insulin  but its heart breaking every time i see a high number i feel lost and hopeless when its high i know it changes as your pregnancy grows i just cant help but feel upset and scared that im hurting my baby has anyone else had this problem or feels like i do?