I was so happy to have made it the past 10 days on Lupron without any major side effects... and then, bam -- I completely lost it today. I have been a crying, foggy-headed, emotional wreck all evening.
I took my first doses of the Menopur and Follistim today, too, so I imagine it is just going to get more fun. And to top it off, my mother-in-law is in town visiting, and surely thinks I'm losing my mind.
I know I'm preaching to the choir, but it helps to be able to vent here. If you've made it this far, thanks for listening.
Re: IVF meds -- so emotional today :(
~SAIF/PAIF/Everyone Welcome~
Me= 37 and DH = 41
Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)
IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN
IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.
IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132. Lil is here!
TTC#2: Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.
IVF #4: BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #5: MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN
IVF #6: (New RE): Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN
FET#1: BFN
i'm sorry you're dealing with this stuff. it's no fun. i start lupron tonight and i am *dreading* the "lupron fog" and emotional wreck i will shortly become. i hope the rest of your cycle is easy and flies by!
((HUGS))
I'm sorry! I can relate. I got teary eyed the other day while picking out a b-day card for my mom at Target (because of the sentiments in the cards). Oy. Also, on the 5th day of stimming, I was weepy ALL DAY. Strangely, the next day was the opposite--I was in a great mood for no specific reason.
It's a roller coaster ride. I was taking follistim/menopur, so the fact that you've added those to your Lupron is probably taking it up a notch!
It's gotta be hard having your MIL visiting; I'm sure you feel you have to entertain & be up. If she doesn't know about your IVF, you could always just tell her you're feeling "under the weather" so she will understand your lack of energy at least.
Thanks for listening, ladies. It would be so much tougher to go through all the IF crap without this board -- ((hugs)) to all of you.
4 Clomid cycles + 3 IUIs w/ injectables + 1 IVF = 1 m/c, 1 ectopic
FET May 2011 = BFP! Beta 1 (8dp5dt): 336, Beta 2 (12dp5dt): 2033, Beta 3 (14dp5dt): 4706
? So thankful for our little guys, born at 33 weeks. ?
This just brought tears to my eyes. I am such a hot mess!
It does help to know we're all in it together... and 2011 is going to be our year!
4 Clomid cycles + 3 IUIs w/ injectables + 1 IVF = 1 m/c, 1 ectopic
FET May 2011 = BFP! Beta 1 (8dp5dt): 336, Beta 2 (12dp5dt): 2033, Beta 3 (14dp5dt): 4706
? So thankful for our little guys, born at 33 weeks. ?
TTC since July 2008
IUI 1,2,3 BFN
IVF #1 C/P, FET 1,2,3 BFN
IVF#2 BFP
it's a girl!!