So it's been almost three weeks since the miscarriage and things have gotten a little better. There are still times I get upset.. like seeing women with new babies and things like that. But there is this commercial.. there is just something that makes me break into tears every time it comes on.. it's for State Farm, and it shows the new father holding the brand new baby.. and I just get so fricking angry... that should be my DH with our baby.. and I just can't stand it. It's just not fair. I sometimes think I have lost myself and I don't know who I'm supposed to be anymore...
Blah.. guess i just needed to vent.. sorry..
Me 38, DH 34
Missed M/C 10/08 at 10 weeks
DD born 8/09, TTC#2 since Jan 2011