been too long...

johnnys june

Hey Ladies!  It's been a few days since I've been able to read or post on the blog.  I won't lie...i've felt more alone since then and definitely out of the loop!  So I'll be reading alot and hopefully posting over the next few days.

The reason for my absence...this week has been one of the most difficult since our baby boy grew wings.  It was my first week back to work, and on top of having to put my mask on and find strength to face each day and the potential for questions and comments, me not being home has caused the reality to sink in and DH is dealing with the sadness and depression of the loss.  All these factors combined have made for a tough week, lots of fighting, crying, sucking it up.  It's been draining.  And the upcoming holidays are daunting.

I have a few days off...so hopefully we can find some grounding.

Can't wait to catch up with all you ladies!   

jen629

I am sorry for all that you are going through  and I hate that you have to put the mask on to get through it we "should " be able to grieve the way we need to ..just know we are here for you many hugs

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::hugs:: it was hard for DH when i went back to work too.  i work nights and had Ella not passed it would have been daddy & daughter time when i would nap in the evening and go to work.  its really hard to think about that.  enjoy your days off!

ColleenS629

Hugs!