Ah, who am i anymore?

Sarahhhlynn

Just went back to work this Tuesday, and i havent had the time to go on the bump or even eat for that matter. I wake up at 430, get ready, drop LO off at family's house, go to work, pick him up & go home. At home you would think id relax and get stuff done, negative. I spend all my time trying to get LO to relax, since hes been sleeping all day, and try to catch some shut eye myself. I usually get to bed at 1am, wake up at 430am. Rinse and repeat. I didnt even know today was friday, honestly doesnt feel like it to me. And tomorrow sure doesnt feel like a saturday. I thought i was going to love a 40 hour job, making much more money, but i hate the fact ive been running on 16 hours of sleep in the past 4 days, and coffee has become my best friend. On top of this, my boobs are throbbing, and i know there has to be some sort of infectious disease growing in a crevice around here since my carpets havent seen the vacuum since the weekend.

 

But the best thing about this, LO  baby babbles to me for hours and i think its the cutest thing yet

QueenBee320

I truly admire you!  I've been meaning to tell you ever since the share you BFP story post, whenever that was I can't remember, but your story really stuck with me and I think you are awesome for doing what you're doing!  Your son is lucky to have you!  And I have to agree, love those baby coos!

Sarahhhlynn

QueenBee320:

I truly admire you!  I've been meaning to tell you ever since the share you BFP story post, whenever that was I can't remember, but your story really stuck with me and I think you are awesome for doing what you're doing!  Your son is lucky to have you!  And I have to agree, love those baby coos!

Thank you, i needed that tonight. I know im doing this for a reason but sometimes i get a little delirious running on no sleep and wondering why in gods name did i think balance all of this. But thanks for the nice little pick me up, it really helped ::)

MommaEm

You are amazing!! I had to do the single mom thing w/ DS and it's hard! I only worked 20 hours a week and was still beat!You are doing a wonderful job momma!!!!

vallefm

I agree with the pp you are doing a great job! I honestly don't know how you are doing it! But, your sweet baby is happy to have you to "talk" to at the end of the day!

jim7496

I am in awe of you.  I really am.  You are doing such a wonderful thing for you LO, and I am glad you are doing what needs to be done.  While it is not obviously easy by any means, you've got us here on the bump if you need a shoulder.