*|*| Nightly Confessions |*|*

lorlei13

So what do you need to confess tonight?

 

 

*** Just a reminder -  the Nightly Confessions post is not so much about what you are doing this evening but more to confess something that you did today that you wouldn't tell anyone else.*** 

Junebug060609

I'll play.

I confess that on my private blog I might have set up a ticker for if we get a BFP  this cycle.  I'm on CD3.  Cart before horse, anyone?  Mostly it was to figure out what the EDD would be (Sept 18th).

I'll also confess that although I try and swing by the mc/pl board to offer support (figure others were there when I needed it, return the favor), I'm finding it hard to be there much.  Trying to move forward and being reminded of one of my worst days...they don't work well together.  I'm also saddened bc there seems to be a disproportionate number of July '11 moms there.  By statistics the August '11 ladies should be the most common, but they aren't yet.

AmorXAeterna

I am sick and tired of my mom and her b!tchy attitude if she tell me I need to 'stop dwellingr' on my miscarriage again I'm going punch her in the face. I don't care that I wasn't that far along...

 A life is a life! GEEZ WOMAN!!!!

You would think my MOTHER would be more understanding considering she had a miscarriage before she got pregnant with me but no... my mother is compassionless.

I just wanted to tell her fvck you but I held back. What the he!! is wrong with people?

jillcanada

Cried on the way to work this morning as I thought about how I should be getting ready for the holidays with my boys.

danie330

I am sitting here - almost in tears - because the thought just hit me that I may never ovulate out of my left ovary (which is the ovary closest to my one remaining tube).  Talk about borrowing trouble!  I can't help it though.    The bad thought just won't go away.

noah-bear

If I am in the car alone I have to blast the music. Even louder at night. If I don't, I cry. Don't know why. No one knows how loud I have it. It's above the "legal" limit at night.

Mrs.Kyz

AF is due today based on my average LP, but I just don't know if I can bring myself to take a HPT.  I've been working odd hours for the last week and a half so I'm trying to convince myself to wait since AF could just be late due to my crazy schedule.  I don't think I could handle the disappointment, alone and away from DH. 

Izabella22

I hit an icy patch of road this morning on a twisty back road at 60mph, near a bridge. And I was like "Well, what's next" - not "Oh sh!t!" - kinda weird. I keep thinking my Mario Andretti driving skills are going to get me in trouble but... meh. I like to drive fast, it makes me immeasurably happy. Probably a stupid way to look at it but, I'm running low on happy these days.

I'm actually going to get a tree tomorrow night... but its mostly for DH and the cats, I feel kinda bleh about it.

biddy53178

im devestated that DH didn't acknowledge our EDD today even tho i've been telling him for weeks and weeks- how is it that friends and family can remember without being told and he cant?

jr63_2020

I actually wish I had MF. I know it's crazy, but I think MF has kept me hopeful each month. This month, I was really really hopeful with the new plan we started...and then somehow, it abruptly evacuated me and I feel like I have no hope. The only symptoms I have are easily attributed to the progesterone I'm on, and now I'm spotting when I wipe so it's confirming that I'm "right." Also, every day, leading up to O, I said the prayer "Please God, get my body ready to be pregnant" and then after O I've been saying "Please let me be pregnant, please." I feel like I must sound desperate to God since I sound so desperate to myself.

ZZsmommy

I have to confess, I am a teacher, and I usually can see the good in every kid - even the difficult ones.  But I have a student that I do not like.  It's really his mom's fault (although his behavior is so trying, its easy not to like him just for that) because she is being so nasty...... It makes me sad -- I can usually find the silver lining in every kid, but this kid - his mom did something that sent me over the edge, and today, at the end of the day, I found myself just wishing the whole family would move away or the kid would be absent for the rest of the week.  I need a vacation.......