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f/u to A Christmas Story - the Musical (drinking & fighting mentioned)

We didn't go.  Crying  We started our pre-phunk, and took it a little too far.  Almost a whole fifth later we decided we should leave - bad idea.  We try to find D ick's, we get lost.  (I don't know Seattle all that well).  So we bag eating (we haven't had anything all day) and decide to find the theater.  We can't - plus I have to pee.  (A little history - I have a very weak and bad bladder)  I start crying because I have to pee so bad, and I think I am going to pee my pants. Embarrassed

It turned into an awful day.  We ended up pulled into a school parking lot yelling at each other.  (we never fight)  I cried, DH cried, it was just a mess.  SO, I wasted $130 on those tickets and all I got for it was an argument.  We had some *kinda* good makeup sex - but he is still having problems keeping it up when he is on his back.  SOOO I am not looking forward to FWP week, which is coming up in the next couple days.  I am just tired, and feeling beat down.  I have already given up for this cycle, and it hasn't even really started. Sad

Not only do I feel bad for the fight we had, but I am a little hungover.  DH is at work today, I am sure I will sit around and sulk all day.  BUT I will get the Christmas cards done - hopefully.

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Re: f/u to A Christmas Story - the Musical (drinking & fighting mentioned)

  • Aw I'm so sorry you had such a bad night! It seemed like in your other postings you were looking forward to it so much..Hopefully today you have a better day!
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  • I'm sorry :-(
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  • So...you guys drank almost an entire fifth of liquor and then hopped in the car to drive somewhere? Somehow, missing the show is the least worrisome part of this post.
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    So...you guys drank almost an entire fifth of liquor and then hopped in the car to drive somewhere? Somehow, missing the show is the least worrisome part of this post.

    Thank you for making me feel worse.

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  • (((Hugs))) What a rough night!  I'm so sorry.  I hope today is better for you!
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