TTC After a Loss

I have hit a new low :(

I POAS today at 6DPO! I knew very well that it would be a BFN and peed anyway. What the hell is wrong with me? I have a sick need to do things that will make me sad for the day. I shouldn't POAS until about Wednesday, but I woke up this morning and did it anyway. Ugggh. This is my 1st official 2ww(I knew right away with Emily) and it effing sucks!!! Please tell me other people have been this silly!
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Re: I have hit a new low :(

  • First 2ww here as well and while I wasn't quite that silly I did test this morning at 9dpo. BFN of course but what the hell was I expecting! Ha ha! ::sigh::
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  • Awwww.

    Lesson learned though. Don't do it again :-) 

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    First 2ww here as well and while I wasn't quite that silly I did test this morning at 9dpo. BFN of course but what the hell was I expecting! Ha ha! ::sigh::

    Me too!! I was so upset this morning :( I mean I knew that it would probably be a BFN since I was 9dpo,  but I had a bit of hope. I'll be testing again tomorrow Embarrassed

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