joy and pain...6 months later

keanaa

So today I clocked my 100th counseling session hour which means I completed my degree requirements to graduate with my MS in Counseling. On the other hand today marks 6 months since my loss. Today wasn't as painful because I hit rock bottom last week.

The past two weeks have been joy and pain as well. I was sick this cycle and on antibiotics and randomly (or not so randomly) my temps were all over the place (and I opted not to use OPKs because they frustrate me because the lines always look the same to me) and FF gave me dotted cross hairs on CD 15; 3 days before my normal O day but it didn't tell me that until CD 26 when it popped up that I was 9 DPO. So of course I went all psycho and MF crazy thinking I was pregnant for the next 4 days to get BFN after BFN when I realized duh! FF is wrong and I went back and manually changed my chart to reflect what really happened. So that was an emotional rollercoaster for me.

And of course AF shows today. Perfect! I have one cycle left before I my last opportunity to get KU before my due date.  I'll guess we'll just see. I hope this cycle isnt so dramatic regardless of the outcome.

 

/ramblingvent

luckymrs.

(((Huge hugs)))

It is so tough.  Thursday is my 5 month marker since the m/c, and it seems like an eternity.  I feel like it's been extra tough lately--maybe because of the holidays.  

On a positive note, congrats about finishing your hours for your MS!!  YAY!

LilMaggs

 Huge congrats on finishing your hours!  *applause and wild cheering*

 *huge hugs*  EDD's are hard.  Really hard.  The stupid hellidays only magnify the pain. 

butterfly843

(((hugs)))

Congrats on completing your finishing hours.

mary548

Congrats on finishing your degree requirements!!

Sending you huge ((((hugs))))! These milestones can be so tough at times

HopefulMoll

Congratulations!!! That is such a wonderful accomplishment!!!

 

I'm so sorry about your rollercoaster. I feel like if I'm not pregnant again by me EDD I'll totally have a meltdown, so I definitely understand the importance of that. Fingers crossed and good thoughts your way!!

Temp774929562501329

Congrats on completing your degree requirements! What a great accomplishment! And hugs to you on your loss anniversary.

nikki04vb

Congratulations on you MS!

I hope that this next cycle things fall into place for you!  Hopefully it'll be a little less hectic so you can relax a little.

GL to you this cycle!  FX!

mgduke19

Congrats on finishing and all body parts are crossed for your last opportunity to be the one that works!

bryanandkatrina

((((HUGEHUGS))))

Congrats on the degree!!!

psumel13

So sorry to hear AF arrived! I know how hard it is to get your hopes up and then be disappointed! Hoping you get your take home baby for the New Year!

Fififa21

Congrats on your degree! Hugs with everything else...I just hit the 7 month mark since the first loss and in that time I?ve had two losses, it?s tough. But we?re all here for you!