I am really hating life right now. I am so lonely and I don't feel like my friends/family understand what I am dealing with because they are all happily paired off with their SO's. They all say they are there for me, but that doesn't mean they get it.
My son has been sick and not sleeping great, I am sick of working, I'm sick of doing homework and I just started the Bachelor program about a month ago...I'm sick of being lonely. My STBXH was my best friend, now he's just basically vanished from my life. He sees our son a couple hrs on the weekend, sometimes...I need a damn break, but don't feel like I can ask him for help at all.
I really hate this.
Sorry for whining, I usually try to deal with things better than this, tonight is a bad night.