I started back to work. Monday was orientation and it SUCKED!! I was in tears half-way through... basically bombarding us with rules and policies.... utter micro-management which I don't do well with. This was completely different than the impression I got when I interviewed so I felt deceived, not to mention I miss my baby terribly. So today I actually went to my office and it was a bit better and they reassured me that's not how their particular office operates, but I'm still extremely nervous. Everything was a mess, I didn't have access to anything, no computer set up, just complete chaos.
This transition has been super hard, I miss my baby beyond belief and leaving her now after being home with her for the past 8 months has been harder than when I left her to return to work when she was 6wks old. It's only been 2 days and I really hope it gets easier but there is nothing that I want more now than to be a SAHM. Please just keep me in your thoughts for the next few weeks as I try to get acclimated to working again and juggling everything.