Just one more day

itsmevkb

Tomorrow is the last day I will have to sit next to the woman at work who is due the same time I was before my second loss.  She is having a scheduled c-section on Tuesday, I would have probably have had my baby the week after next.  I'm so relieved that after tomorrow I won't have to look at her big, baby belly anymore.  However, I will still hear about the baby and will always remember that I was supposed to have one too.  I just feel as though it will never really end and that my sadness will never really go away.

rkrichey

I'm so sorry for your loss, I know exactly how you are feeling.  I just had a d&c on Nov. 18 and was 12 weeks along and this was my second loss as well.  My very best friend is also pregnant and her due date is the day before mine would have been.  Her baby is doing fine.  She's not due until the end of May but I'm already dreading it.  I can't imagine how hard it must be to have had to sit by this woman every single day.  I don't see my friend that often so it's not quite as hard.  With this being your second loss I'm sure you already know the sadness never goes away but it does get easier as time goes on.  Are you thinking about trying again?  This d&c has been so awful that it makes me scared to try again because I'm afraid I'll have to go through this again.

kamelendez

I'm sorry for your loss. I understand how you feel. My best friend just had a baby 4 months ago and is pregnant again. She found out a month after me so I can't even look at her or talk to her without wanting to cry. She isn't even showing yet because her due date is in July, so the worst is still to come. I hate seeing baby bumps!

SL25

It does get easier just so you know. I still take a minuet every time I hear someone with the same birthday or due date as my m/c baby. Its been over a year now but I still have an amazing peace and it dosent hit me as hard every time.