I had my one hour GD test this morning and failed... I understand that sometimes women fail this test, take their 3 hour and do fine... So on a normal day I would not be as upset as I was this morning.
The big worry is that in a few hours I find out if I still have a job!!! I have been trying to tell myself that no matter what happens I will be okay. Right now I cant make myself feel that way.
To make matters worse my DH is out of town and I am alone.
I am typically a pretty strong individual but today I feel like I am loosing it. To make matters worse I feel like all of this stress is impacting my baby in a negative way.
I have never vented before on a message board but I just needed to express how I really feel!!!
Re: Not a very good day so far....
You are totally entitled to a crappy day vent! I wouldn't put too much into the 1hr GD...I'm leaning towards it NOT being the most effective test out there.
Sending some luck your way! Hope everything turns out well with your job. You WILL be fine and get through it, either way! But let's hope for the easy way! ;o) *hugs*