Was my beta draw from this morning. I knew it would be low as I am pretty sure everything passed this morning.
Being in limbo for 3 days I had a chance to come to terms with it and accept this was not meant to be my baby. Moping, crying for days and questioning what I did wrong with not make it easier for us or give us a baby. So we will try again later this month once I straighten out from this.
Thank you ladies for all your support. I know my story is hard for many of you to hear as it is just one more fear to add. Don't fear, I know that is hard to tell you and you listen cause I was that woman. Not every one that spots with have this happen. Enjoy every minute of your pregnancies, thou it feels like forever till 12 weeks when you are "safer" it will go by so quick.
I hope to be behind you on the tri boards and will stalk ya'll ever so often to see all your gorgeous take home babies.
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Oh hunny, my heart just hurts for you. I will continue to pray for you. I'm so very sorry for your loss.
ETA: Just remember, don't deny yourself the feelings you have. There is a time to move on and a time to grieve, everyone moves at their own pace. I hope that you and your DH have the same reaction and are able to grow stronger together during this time.
Please do reach out to people in real life. They will probably disappoint you, but at least it will hurt less than if they didn't know and expected you to just act like your normal self.
BFP #1- 11/7/10 ~EDD 7/20/11 ~M/C (bo) 12/6/10 @ 8wks ~Missing my Little Firework
BFP #2- 9/11/11 ~EDD 5/25/12 ~M/C (mmc10w)11/4/11 @ 11wks ~Missing my May Flower
BFP #3- 02/21/12 ~EDD 11/1/12 Audrey Lee Born 11/4/2012
BFP #4 ~EDD 6/20/14 stick baby stick!
BFP #3 via cancelled IUI ~ C (2lb 3oz; HELLP) 5/16/11
BFP #4 via the natural (free!) way ~ E (8lb 11oz) 9/13/12
Hugs. So sorry to see you go. I hope everything works out for you two.
I'm sorry. My thoughts & prayers are with you.