Just wanted to say Hi

carmanb · November 2010

I miss you ladies and hope all is going well!

mishu917 · November 2010

We miss you too! Good to hear from you! How are things going? (((Hugs)))

nic84 · November 2010

Hope you and your family are doing well. You have definitely still been in my prayers.

pmanolides · November 2010

So glad you popped in on the board, I was just (and I'm sure I speak for a lot of us) wondering how you were doing the other day and sending good thoughts your way.

carmanb · November 2010

Honestly, things really, really suck. I don't know if I'll ever fully recover emotionally. I had my six-week postpartum appointment today and my doctor suspects that I have an incompetent cervix so if I ever decide to try to have another baby (which I truly don't see happening), they'll have to watch me like a hawk.

I'm working on planning a time to go to Scotland with Seamus's father to scatter his ashes. His eyes never opened so he never got to see the beauty of the world, so we want to take him somewhere beautiful to rest.

felishao · November 2010

Hey Carmanb,

I hope you are doing ok, we miss you too! You are constantly in our thoughts!

cera.rn · November 2010

Good to see you! I hope you and your family are well-you are still in my daily thoughts ((hugs))

KeyRyn320 · November 2010

Hey girl, glad you popped up. Your family is always in my thoughts. Just be sure to take however long you need to heal physically and emotionally.

nate2011 · November 2010

::HUGS:: Been thinking of you & your family...

missjd07 · November 2010

Hope you and your family are doing well.. sending lots of good thoughts and prayers your way!

izzourclue · November 2010

So glad to hear from you. I can't imagine what you are and your family are going through right now. I think scattering his ashes in Scotland is a beautiful idea and I hope the trip offers some healing for you and your DH. I'm sorry to hear about the diagnosis of your OB. I'm sure you and your DH will come to the right decision for you on any future family plans.

tfarabians · November 2010

I think of you all the time and wonder how things are going. I hope that time can heal the severity of the pain for you. What a lovely thing to take his ashes there to scatter them. I'm sure it was tough to come back over here but know that your thought of all the time and I'm sending heart healing thoughts all the time!

midnight*sun · November 2010

carmanb:

Honestly, things really, really suck. I don't know if I'll ever fully recover emotionally. I had my six-week postpartum appointment today and my doctor suspects that I have an incompetent cervix so if I ever decide to try to have another baby (which I truly don't see happening), they'll have to watch me like a hawk.

I'm working on planning a time to go to Scotland with Seamus's father to scatter his ashes. His eyes never opened so he never got to see the beauty of the world, so we want to take him somewhere beautiful to rest.

That is such a beautiful idea. You've been in my thoughts and prayers. We all think of you often and miss you always. I'll be praying things get better for you.

MK&Z · November 2010

carmanb:

Honestly, things really, really suck. I don't know if I'll ever fully recover emotionally. I had my six-week postpartum appointment today and my doctor suspects that I have an incompetent cervix so if I ever decide to try to have another baby (which I truly don't see happening), they'll have to watch me like a hawk.

I'm working on planning a time to go to Scotland with Seamus's father to scatter his ashes. His eyes never opened so he never got to see the beauty of the world, so we want to take him somewhere beautiful to rest.

I wish there was something that we could all say to help you to feel better, but I know that there isn't. Thank you so much for sharing your update with us. I think taking Seamus's ashes somewhere beautiful would be an amazing thing for you and his father to do. My thoughts and prayers are with you both still.

sandylou · November 2010

I was just wondering the other day about you and your family. You are all still in my thoughts and prayers. I think taking Seamus' ashes to Scotland is a beautiful idea although I hope that whatever you decide to do, you will be able to find some peace.

nsouplynn · November 2010

Aww, my T&P are with you and your husband. ***HUGS***

elizjane26 · November 2010

I am so glad you came to say hello. We have all been thinking about you. You will continue to be in my prayers. The scattering of his ashes sounds like a wonderful and beautiful way to honor his memory.

freeatlast2014 · November 2010

I can't even imagine what you are going through, but I do hope that you and your H can find some comfort in spreading Seamus' ashes in such a beautiful place. I've been there several times and it truly is a wonderful place.

greenroses · November 2010

Same here - I'm glad you stopped by. I've been thinking about you and Seamus. The Scotland trip sounds like a lovely idea.

kknapp25 · November 2010

So glad to see you post, I wonder about you often. Sorry you're dealing with all of this, I guess time will help you heal, but I'm sure you get sick of hearing that. i hope your trip to scotland works out, that sounds like a beatiful idea.

laceysmom82 · November 2010

So glad you posted - you've been in my thoughts. Many many continued thoughts and prayers for you guys. Scotland would be a beautiful resting place for Seamus. (((hugs)))

tinytraxx · November 2010

My Husband and I think about you all the time. I am so sorry you and your family had to go through such a terrible loss. You are in my heart, and I wish you every bit of goodness that can come your way from here on out. I think your little angel will love Scotland.

AmericaMowry · November 2010

I'm so glad you stopped by to say hi! I still can't imagine being in your shoes right now, just know a lot of girls on here think of you a lot & hope for the best for you.

KKbabylove · November 2010

So glad to hear from you! Scotland is a beautiful idea. Please know that you and your family have been on our minds!

SAlibrarian · November 2010

I've been thinking about you and I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis. The Scotland trip sounds like a good idea, it is beautiful there. Please keep us updated on how you are doing.

a-beautiful-mess · November 2010

Carman, you and baby Seamus are in my thoughts every day. Taking Seamus to Scotland sounds like a beautiful idea. I continue to hope and pray that you find peace and comfort. Your little angel is so loved and has touched so many people. HUGS.

mchupie · November 2010

It's so good to see you. I am so very sorry for all you are going through (and will continue to go through). My thoughts and prayers are with you

Mrs.LD813 · November 2010

Nice to "see you" on here. I can't imagine what you are going through, and will continue to go through. I think of you often; you will always be in my T & P. ((hugs))

stbmittleman · November 2010

I'm glad you stopped by. I think about your family a lot and I've been wondering how you are holding up. I think it's a beautiful idea for you to go to Scotland and honor Seamus. Hugs to you. You'll continue to be in my T&P's.

AppleMomma · November 2010

carmanb:
Honestly, things really, really suck. I don't know if I'll ever fully recover emotionally. I had my six-week postpartum appointment today and my doctor suspects that I have an incompetent cervix so if I ever decide to try to have another baby (which I truly don't see happening), they'll have to watch me like a hawk.
I'm working on planning a time to go to Scotland with Seamus's father to scatter his ashes. His eyes never opened so he never got to see the beauty of the world, so we want to take him somewhere beautiful to rest.

I'm glad you stopped by to say hi. I know from watching my SIL lose 2 children emotionally days may get better, but the pain never leaves. Been praying for you and hope you are getting lots of love from everyone around you. And I hope you can get to Scotland soon. Take care!

CAB'smommy · November 2010

carmanb:
Honestly, things really, really suck. I don't know if I'll ever fully recover emotionally. I had my six-week postpartum appointment today and my doctor suspects that I have an incompetent cervix so if I ever decide to try to have another baby (which I truly don't see happening), they'll have to watch me like a hawk.
I'm working on planning a time to go to Scotland with Seamus's father to scatter his ashes. His eyes never opened so he never got to see the beauty of the world, so we want to take him somewhere beautiful to rest.

That sounds like a wonderful idea to do with his ashes. Thought of you the other day. Hopefully time can heal some of your pain. T&P's still with you and your family!

futuremrscohick · November 2010

Hey! We miss you too! Hope you and your hubby are doing okay... constantly thinking about you two. *hugs*

LizzyB11 · November 2010

It is so nice to hear from you and see how you are doing. I think that taking Seamus to Scotland is a wonderful tribute to him. Reading your post brought tears to my eyes. I wish I had something insightful and helpful to say, but I know that words are probably of very little comfort right now. You have been and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

sarajones84 · November 2010

My thoughts are still with you and your family! Hugs!

branlynn · November 2010

I was just talking about you with my mom and sister earlier today, actually... I'm so glad you posted. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it is - I can only hope, like everyone else, that you and your H can make it to Scotland, and really hope that it helps. You're constantly in my thoughts and prayers, and we're all here for you!