My husband & I conceived our first child our wedding weekend. Althought not planned, we were thrilled!
Unfortunately, I m/c at 6 weeks. I was so devastated. I have wanted a baby for a while and this hit me hard. My husband was kind and understanding but...he just wasn't as upset as I was. That was Aug 29th, 2010. Since then I've felt sad...alone...angry...relieved...positive...negative. I've been all over the place. I can focus on the positive, but only for so long.
I had a normal period about 4 weeks after the m/c. I just finished my second period, but it was very strange. I would bleed for a day, then stop for a day, bleed for 2 days, stop for a day, spot, no bleeding...It's so frustrating! I just want a normal body back.
My husband wants to wait to try again until late spring...althought I understand his reasoning, it just doesn't feel right. We've talked about it, and he's understanding to my feelings, but still does not want to start yet. He's thinking about more practical things (like finishing our remodeling plans) but I just can't let it go. I've felt so empty, a part of me is missing, and I don't feel like I can be 'normal' again until I have that back.
Has anyone else felt so back and forth like this?? It's driving me insane.