Feeling crazy today.

SeptemberBride'08

I have no idea if my emotions today are from acupuncture appointment yesterday or from my hormones in the 2ww. Acupunture always brings out a lot of emotions from me the next few days after, usually takes like 3 days for that to kick in.

Regardless I feel crazy today. I just want to sit and cry but there isn't anything I can pin down as the reason why. There's nothing going on that makes me want to cry but I just do. Sure there are 4 BFP from friends in the last two days and I had a few tears last night but it's not why I feel so sad. Last weekend I had a meltdown and now I'm just all crazy feeling and I hate it.

I hate to admit this but of course I'm hoping it all secretly means that I'm KU but seriously.....it's so not going to happen. Wow I want to cry. 

erinandbrockv

I know what you mean. I am also in the 2ww and last night I was bawling because DH was not hom euntil 9:30 and he is supposed ot give me my PIO shot before 9. Like I thought it was the end of the world. I feel so crazy and I have convinced myself it didnt work. 2WW SUCKS!! Hang in there! I hope we both get BFP's though!

babystinkbreath

i'm sorry to hear you are having a bad day.  i am not in the two weeks, but am preparing for my next IVF cycle and two days ago I felt like i just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry.  No good or bad news brought it on.  I think IF just always does it to us.  It is such a helpless feeling and I get overwhelmed by it even when i am having a "good" week.

((hugs))

jamielynnohio

I'm sorry you're having a rough day. I hope it's BFP tears! ::HUGS::

SeptemberBride'08

Thanks ladies. I hate feeling so out of control with my emotions. It sucks.