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All this sucks.

This month makes two years. I'm just over it. There is no excitement, no fun, no nothing. I have actually been glad not to worry about it any of it since May. We started TTC again this cycle and I don't even care. I feel guilty about it because DH keeps asking about opks. I am not able to take them at a good time because of my work schedule.

ETA: So I was thinking it had been awhile since I went to the bathroom and thought wth, I should take a test (opk), it won't be positive anyway. Lo and behold it was. I guess atleast my body is doing what it should in that sense.

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TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

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    I'm sorry. I feel the same way. If it doesn't work this month we're going to have to talk.
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    ((((((HUGS)))))) I'm sorry sweetie...

    Hoping to hear some good news soon for ya!!!

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    Sending hugs, I have been feeling the same way. I was all positive last month and this month I just feel so negative like it's never going to happen.

    Jenn

    image 3 IUI's all BFN

    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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    I am sorry sweetie:(
    Hold On ....Michael Buble
    MTHFR 2 copies of C677t mutation homozygous 2/2010
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    Baby A born via c-section 1/10/12 @38w3d
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    BFP #5 8/17/12 10dpo beta 7
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    I'm sorry.  I know exactly how you feel.  YAY for the +OPK!
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    Wait -what?! WHAT THE FVCK DID YOU JUST SAY????????
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    Oh wait. Ok. You meant an OPK. Reading comprehension is not my strong suit after half a bottle of wine. In that case:

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    Lol Colinda. Mmm tequila. If only I could take shots....
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    I had to go back and read that twice too.  I was so excited for a minute there.
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    I'm so sorry.  I think a bunch of us are feeling pretty similarly right now.  :(  At least it looks like your timing will probably be good this month!  ((hugs))
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    imageColindaP:

    Oh wait. Ok. You meant an OPK. Reading comprehension is not my strong suit after half a bottle of wine. In that case:

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    Ditto.  I just read that 5 times.

    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
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    Big hugs.
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    Hugs. I am definitely feeling pretty negative too. Hang in there
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    I'm sorry.  I agree, it all sucks.
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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
    April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
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