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Bummed :( (job related)

Got word today that I didn't even make the short list for the job I recently applied to. Its my dream job. I really thought I'd make the short list for at least a phone interview.

I mostly am feeling guilty now that if we want to move back to the south bay its going to be on John to find a job. I was hoping to take some pressure off him. The legal field is still a tough place to navigate, it took a hit during this recession and he doesn't have enough experience yet to be super competitive.

And I feel like I failed our families b/c they were super excited about the possibility of us moving closer to them soon (not that 2 hours away is that far)

And now come April, just as I'm coming back from maternity leave, I have to either search for a new job or make sure my contract can be extended for another year or more.

**** TW - kids and loss mentioned ****
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16  MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~

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