I'm so glad to finally be back on a Birth Month board. I had a m/c in January of this year and it's been a long year just hoping and wishing but I'm finally here! It is such a struggle to get through each workday even though I work by myself in my own baby clothing store. Sometimes when it's slow I just sit here and try not to fall asleep! I am feeling horrible and hope this doesn't last for weeks like it might. I'm being really cautious about who we tell this time since I had the m/c after we told our families, friends, and co-workers. It was great to have their support but it really sucked having to tell them all. Of course, here I am so early in my pregnancy, I find myself second guessing every cramp, every bit of dampness I think I might feel, every little thing that could indicate a problem. I check periodically throughout the day to make sure there's no blood, no bad cramping, no bad stuff. It's going to be a long pregnancy if I keep thinking this way but I don't know how else to act. The fear that I could go through that again is just too big. I hope everyone else is having a healthy pregnancy and I hope to continue to post HAPPY stuff from now on. Good luck!
BFP 1.11.10 - Natural M/C 1.21.10 (5w5d)
BFP 9.19.10 - Mia Lynn born 5.4.11 (36w6d)
BFP 8.05.12 - waiting for Baby G2, edd 4.10.13