Infertility

venting about my sucky week so far

And it's only Monday, lol.

This morning I awoke to an email that was accidentally forwarded to my account.  It was an email my MIL wrote to my BIL and it was very unkind and hurtful (towards me, for some reason).  My BIL is mortified for having sent it, but I'm glad to have seen what was written with my own eyes.  And while there are always 2 sides to every story, I can honestly say that I truly did nothing to provoke this attack. 

Relationship problems for 2 people who are very, very close to me have had me literally in tears all morning.  A possible divorce on the horizon. 

I'm using Gonal-F for the first time (free samples - yeah!!!!) and I swear, ever since I started it, I've been getting really itchy, I can't sleep at night, and I have serious heartburn/indigestion.  Those symptoms don't even make sense in connection to the Gonal-F, so go figure. 

Oh, and tomorrow is our IVF consult.  Mixed emotions: excited but terrified.  (we are currently in the middle of a second "hail mary" cycle doing a hybrid of Femara and Gonal-F, havent had my monitoring yet, that will be tomorrow as well.)

If this week doesn't get better, I just might lose my mind.

Re: venting about my sucky week so far

  • I am sorry you are having a sucky week!!!!!!!  Unbelievable about the email!!  So sorry sweetie.  Look at it this way, it can only get better from here!
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  • I'm so sorry your week hasn't started good.

    I would mention those symptoms to your doctor. Its possible you are allergic to the medication!

    I hope your week starts to turn around!

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  • Oh man what a crappy way to start the week. I hope it only gets better from here.
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