TTC After a Loss

I am in an awful mood today

I couldn't sleep this morning. When I finally decided to just get up, I PIAC and got a BFN. Then, when I got to work, I had to make copies for my classes. The copy machine jammed in a million places three times and cut me twice before I gave up and went to use the upstairs copy machine. Of course, the door to this machine was locked. I had students giving me attitude on the second day. Then I had to spend an hour after work waiting for my brother to check my tire for a leak because it keeps giving me a "low tire pressure" light. After all that, he couldn't find it. Normally, I would let this stuff roll off my back, but that damn BFN put me in a funk before I even left for work. Why does this whole TTC process have to be so hard for all of us? I just want to be a mom Sad Sorry for whining, I just had to get that out to someone.
m/c 7/17/10
Dx: MFI- 3% morph
IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.

Re: I am in an awful mood today

  • I'm sorry. Sounds like a rough day. It's amazing how easy TTC is for some and not for others. They have no idea what we go through!
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  • I'm sorry you had a sh*tty day.

    It sounds like our day was similar in the PIAC/POAS with a BFN aspect.  Let's not give up hope for this cycle until AF shows.

    I really hope you have a better day tomorrow and that it starts with a BFP!

  • Sounds like a suck day!  Feel free to whine away.  That's what we are here for.  I hope that you are able to go home and put your feet up and relax.  Tomorrow will be better...that's what I tell myself on bad days to get through it.  ((Hugs))
  • I'm sorry you had a crap-tastic day.  I hate days like that....remind me of that book....Alexander and the Terrible, Horrible, Very Bad, Day.

    Keeping my fingers crossed that tomorrow morning you get that BFP!

  • Thanks girls Smile

    luckymrs, I hope tomorrow starts with a BFP for you too! 

    m/c 7/17/10
    Dx: MFI- 3% morph
    IUIs: Gonal-F + Ovidrel + b2b IUI= BFNs
    IVF with ICSI= BFP! EDD 11/25/11
    3/18- Beta #1 452! 3/20- Beta #2 1,026!! 3/27- First u/s- TWINS!
    Our twin boys arrived at 36w5d due to IUGR and a growth discordance

    FET: Medicated FET moved up to 5/23 due to ovulation
    Transferred a 6BB hatched blastocyst- genetically normal female embryo
    BFP! 5/28- 5dp6dt      
    6/1 Beta #1- 223! 6/3 Beta #2- 567!

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    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
  • Sorry you had such a crappy day, I hope tomorrow is much better.  I'm hoping you just tested too early.
  • Stupid tires, stupid BFN's and stupid copy machines. I hope tomorrow is better.
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    I'm sorry you're having a craptastic day.  I hired this guy to cheer you up.  I hope you like him!

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    OMFG, that's fantastic!!

  • I hope your day improved!!
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