2ww over 2moro!

HeatherIcon

I can't sleep! I had my first IUI on 8/20/2010....the last two weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster. It makes me feel so much better to read that I am not alone.

I am 41 and I actually had seven ripe and ready follicles, the DH sample was top notch according to my Dr. Then why I am sitting here feeling the impending doom of AF?

I have been waiting so long to try,. DH was very sick for the last four years...he is finally able to give up the goods....and we are trying! 

Ugh....I am going to be up all night. Yes. I gave in and P'd on a stick after work, I drove to CVS and just bought the First Response, came home and NEG! 

I have prepared myself for tomorrow, telling myself that it won't work the first time....but maybe it will! Oh, well....my silver lining will be a trip to the hair salon and some wine...maybe a big cuppa coffee....I have to think positive and not give up!

Well thanks for letting me vent and wish me BFP for tomorrow! 

HeatherIcon

ugh...just came home from the Dr. I can't believe I lost it in the lab...the poor girl had to get me tissues and hug me. I almost don't want to know the truth.

I have to wait until 1:30 for "the call" and I feel like I am going to hurl.

 

I just want to have one child in my life. Just one. I have waited so long....please let me hear good news.

Melinda Seamans

((hugs))  I hope you hear great news this afternoon!!

HeatherIcon

Thank you. I just got the call. BFN!

 

So, just refilled my Menopur, Follistim and brewed a big fat cup of coffee, made a hair appointment to get color and took two Exedrin! 

I can be the old over caffeinated, red headed me for another month! 

 

Thanks for the support Faux! 

 

 

Peace! 

kikibird

So sorry Heather. 

Hopefully you won't get to stay an overcaffeinated red-head for long!  

HeatherIcon

Thank you so much Kiki....I appreciate the support.

mmz

BFNs suck. I'm so sorry.

Haribo1

:::HUGS::: I'm sorry =(

HeatherIcon

Thank you all so much! My pity party, table for one is now over! My hair looks fabulous and I have a ton of energy! All my refills are on the way and well, better fertilizing next month! I hope all of us have a great weekend! Hugs to all of you! Heather

HeatherIcon

Well AF wasted no time showing her face, I am going in Weds morning for my baseline then I get to start the shots again(hopefully) Weds evening....

I am trying to stay positive and I must say, my hair looks fabulous! Thankfully she did not come Saturday, or tomorrow would be my first day of school, my first evening teaching and the early bird ultrasound....whew! At least I get a one day break......

I feel so much better knowing I am not alone and I appreciate everyone's support, advice and encouragement on this site!