I'm looking through all my charts in FF and thinking about all the days staring at these charts reviewing our timing, ovulation symptoms, opks etc. Little did I know that I never had a chance. I worried about so many stupid things yet with my freakin tubes it was for nothing
I see so many wonderful ladies that suffer from PCOS and annovulatory cycles and wish I could each give them my ovulatory wasted cycles.
Re: Life's jokes can be so cruel
Thanks. After I posted I realized that my rant may not make much sense. Although I was not getting pregnant, my charts did not give much indication that anything could be wrong. So for the past 18 months I always hoped for a miracle.
Since the RE gave me the news on monday I'm still trying to get used to this 'new' me. It's being difficult adjusting to it.