So ladies, my worst fear was confirmed yesterday. My little peanut does not have a heartbeat. I have a D&E today at 4pm. This is just the worst feeling ever! I had a mc in february but at that time it happened so early I wasnt even aware I was pregnant (not to discredit that baby in the slightest). This time, I fell head over heels for this baby! This just sucks. I dont even know how to feel, what to think, or how to even process this... Im just a wreck.