2nd opinion= my uterus still sucks

desabean

I had an HSG today to follow up to my very depressing hysteroscopy 2 weeks ago where I learned that my uterus and one tube was almost completely covered in uterine scarring.  My Dr. was actually hopeful that the hysterscopy was wrong as he doesn't understand how I would have gotten the scarring (most studies relate it to recurring D&Cs, and abortions of which I've had none-- though some studies do cite a difficult delivery, which I did have, but my Dr was skeptical) so I got my hopes up only to find out that the first Dx was right. 

The scarring sounds relatively severe and everything I am reading indicates that the more severe the case, the less likely the chance of treatment, but I won't know for sure until my Dr gets back from vacation next week. We simply can't afford to adopt so if I can't try to conceive through IVF, we're done.  As I've said before, I could be ok with being done....I'm not thrilled about having to go through IVF again, but I'm so sad for Garrison.  So, I'm drinking lots of wine tonight.   I know I am tremendously blessed to have Garrison but it's hard to not feel a little sorry for myself.  Thanks for listening.

jmkatz

I'm so sorry you didn't get better news today.  I hope that your doctor has some positive insight for you next week.

I wish I could say more.  ((hugs)) 

qtpa2t

((Hugs))  I'm sorry you didn't get better news, and I hope there's a chance things turn up when your doc gets back.  I so hear you on feeling sorry for yourself.  It's hard to have your choices taken away from you.

Smudges*Mom

Ugh. Sending you a big cyber hug & a message on FB in a few minutes.

LVBlvd

So sorry you didn't get better news.  

dana316

(((Hugs)))

I hope you get better news when your Dr. gets back!

 

charmcitygirl

You have every right to feel sad and mourn for the child that you imagined in your head.  But please don't feel badly for Garrison.  She is loved by two awesome parents and has friends and family who love her.  Just because she might not have a sibling doesn't mean that her life will lack for anything.  I'm so sorry you got such bad news.  I hope there is a light at the end of your tunnel!

MonkeysGirl05

I'm sorry the news was not what you had hoped for. (((HUGS)))