TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

OH GOD... FVCKING DYING RIGHT NOW!!

I.can't.fvcking.lose.it.at.work!!!

Coworker just brought in his stunningly beautiful baby boy. I'm so happy for them. They've had multiple losses and difficult pregancies but dear lord this hurts.

Re: OH GOD... FVCKING DYING RIGHT NOW!!

  • Oh that's rough.  I'm sorry. 

    Hang in there until you get home....then we'll be here for loosing it.

    Loveyou.  

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  • I'm so sorry. I hope you can hide out until they leave. I hate feeling this way around other people :(
    BFP #1 10/17/09: missed m/c at 7 weeks; BFP #2 10/22/10: chemical pregnancy; BFP #3: 1/28/11

    Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11

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  • Can you make a break for the bathroom?  Gosh, I'm sorry. 
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  • imagebabygirlpriest:

    I.can't.fvcking.lose.it.at.work!!!

    Coworker just brought in his stunningly beautiful baby boy. I'm so happy for them. They've had multiple losses and difficult pregancies but dear lord this hurts.

    ((hugs)) 

    Just think to yourself.. your baby is going to be SO much more handsome. 

    Stillbirth at 23w6d on Sept, 22, 2008 M/C at 5 weeks June 14, 2010 My miracle, James Frederick born May 2, 2011 via C-section
  • It will be you some day.  It will.
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  • imagetriple_sevens:
    I'm so sorry. I hope you can hide out until they leave. I hate feeling this way around other people :(

    I feel like such a massive biitch. People from all over the freaking building are coming here (literally about 15-20 have come and gone) and I'm holed up in my office with the door closed.

    The actual parents know and (I'm sure) understand... but everyone else must think I'm a tool!

  • Im so sorry. ((((Hugs))))
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  • I'm so sorry.  Who cares what anyone else things-especially if the parents understand. Can you leave?
    BFP 4/23/09. D&E 7/17/09 16W5D. BFP #2 3/10/10. EDD 11/15/10 Babycakes was born 11/5/10! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • Ugh I'm sorry. Babies don't bother me as much as do pregnant bellies.

    Who cares what everyone else thinks.

    One day everyone will be crowding around to see your baby. It will be that much more special considering all you went through to have it.

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  • Oh sweet baby Jesus - I HATE that!!!!  I'm so sorry.....can you lock yourself in your office, hide in the bathroom? 

    ditto to what Carrie said!

  • i know how you feel. 

    when we lost Wyatt friends of ours were having babies left and right and although i was happy for them it was deeply depressing for me. 

    (((hugs)))

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  • I am so sorry, sweetie.
  • oh, didn't you forget that appointment you had to go to?

     

    i know, it's so hard. especially when you are trapped.

    m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
  • (((HUGE HUGS)))
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  • imageTinybride08:

    Ugh I'm sorry. Babies don't bother me as much as do pregnant bellies.

    Who cares what everyone else thinks.

    One day everyone will be crowding around to see your baby. It will be that much more special considering all you went through to have it.

    That's just the thing. Why would I believe I'm going to have a baby? In fact I just recently learned that my chance of having a healthy baby isn't that great.

    Fortunately they left and I've now managed to get a grip on myself. Thanks all... disaster averted.

  • Sending you the biggest hug sweetie.

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    ((((((HUGS))))))

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  • I'm so sorry hon (((HUGS)))
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • I'm sorry.  ((hugs)) 
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  • Sending big hugs.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • big big hugs
  • ((hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
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    September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
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  • I'm sorry - I'm glad they left ((hugs))
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  • I'm not one to judge.  I hid in my office last month when my co-worker brought in her new baby.  It sucks balls - no joke. 
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  • (((hugs)))
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