It's probably just AF misery, but I can't imagine this ever working for us, us ever getting out of this slog of waiting and hoping and failing. I feel so down and sad. DH called me today w/ his mom on conference, and the two of them kept gushing about our little nieces. I started crying. I'm so jealous and sad, I make everything sucky and unfun for other people
Don't mind me. I'll be over here pitying myself.
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Re: Feeling glum today
First of all, we've ALL had those days and that is what this board is for! Second, you do not make things sucky and unfun for people, you were just expressing your feelings and that is okay. I'm sure DH and MIL love you to pieces.
I'm so sorry you're having a crummy day though, please feel free to vent more!! ((HUGS))
Oh honey, I'm so sorry you're having a sad day. I wish I could just give you a big hug. Some days the stories about other kids give you hope and other days, it just hurts. I hope you feel better soon and please don't beat yourself up. You do not make anything sucky or unfun. We love you!
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I'm so sorry sweetie. Days like these are hard...especially when there seems to be a lot of those days.
Hang in there.
I'm sorry for a bad day.
yes, we've all had those days and it's ok. that's why we're here to help others thru those times.
i mentally started preparing last night for my reaction when/if af arrives this cycle. the disappointment is almost too much to take sometimes.
hang in there. (((hugs)))
So sorry! I am having one of those days too, when everything just feels hopeless. I told myself I was going to be positive this month and I really need to follow through with it.
Hoping your day gets better now that you have vented to us - it always helps me.
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
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