Trouble TTC

I may not be around for a while.

I'm not sure but right now I need a break. I found out on Monday, that they will not check DH's count for another 2 months, because even though the person that did the surgery thinks that he'd see significant results after a month, the uro and the RE are focused on that 3 month average. On an another note, due to some meds that need to be taken right now, we are on a 2-4 cycle break. Completely opposite of what we thought, counting down the days to AF to get back on the horse, so this is a pretty big blow for us. I am just beside myself right now, and of course, have a baby shower this weekend. I am hoping its only 2 months, but the way things have been going, I have about zero hope and optimism at this point.

 I will probably still lurk and will follow you girls. I hope to see a BFP boom in the next few days, weeks, and months. I'm rooting for everyone here, whether I'm posting or not. 

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  • I wish I could give you a big hug right now. I hate how hard this all is.

    I hope your break gives you some peace; you will be missed.

  • Oh Lyse, I'm so sorry. ((hugs)) I am so mad at IF, it just isn't fair. I'll be thinking about you.
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  • I'm so sorry Lyse. Take care of yourself!
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  • I'm sorry that's really disappointing. :( I hope you can get back to it as soon as possible. Hang in there!
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  • So sorry Lyse!  Take care of you!    {{BIG HUGS}}
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  • I am so sorry you have to go through all this.


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    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
    Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14

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  • lots of love buddy

    ((hugs))

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  • So sorry Lyse...I totally know how you feel.  We are on a permanent IF treatment break and it was/is pretty hard to swallow.  Hopefully things will get better for both of us soon.  I still lurk also, but just dont post, as I have nothing really to add, I just like to keep up with everyone.  ((hugs))
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  • ((hugs)) I'm sorry, Lyse. I hope the wait goes by quickly and you come back soon. We'll miss you!
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  • Oh love I'm so sorry! IF sucks! (((hugehugs)))
  • Sorry that you're going through all this, Lyse.  I hope the next couple of months fly by for you and that you get great results at your next SA.
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    IVF #4, 11/13: BFN; IVF #5, 3/14: BFP! Beta #1 = 59 (11dp2dt), Beta #2 = 406 (15dp2dt)
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  • Oh Lyse, I am so sorry.  ((big hugs)).  Hopefully the wait is short and you can TTC again real soon.  I promise that the wait will be worth once you have your little baby.  I know it will happen for you so don't give up hope just yet.
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  • Oh Lyse...I'm so sorry that you are in the same boat as me.  Big hugs and tons of love.  I'll miss you :)
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  • I just wanted to send a *hug*.  I'm so sorry you've had so many delays and setbacks.  I miss hearing from you around here and will be thinking of you during your break and hoping for the best. 
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  • Lyse- you know I love you. Praying for you.
  • I'm sorry you are going through this.  IF sucks.  T&P for you and your DH.
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  • I am so sorry again hon.  I wish there was something I could say or do.  All the set backs and delays suck but I know one day you will have your baby!

    <3 You!  ((hugs))

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    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
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  • {{hugs}} I am so sorry sweetie. I hope this break goes by fast for you!
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  • It breaks my heart to read what you are going through. I am so sorry! ((hugs)) I will be praying for you and YH.

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  • Much love and many hugs for you, Lyse.

    Unexpected setbacks blow.

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  • I'm so sorry, Lyse!  IF is a road full of bumps and it sucks!! I'll keep my fingers crossed that it's 2 and not 4 and before you know it you'll be back in the saddle.

    *hugs*

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  • I am so sorry you have to deal with this right now.  I wish you the best.  I hope that this break gives you a little break.  See you soon!
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  • im sorry to hear all of this. im also sad you wont be around for awhile. maybe a break isnt the worst thing in the world. i wish you the best and hope it is not as long as you think. take time to recharge your batteries and focus on you and yh. Best of luck and you will be missed!

    *hugs*

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    I am so sorry Lyse.  I hope this break goes by quickly.  ((hugs))

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    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

  • Please take care of yourself lyse ! {{{hugs}}}


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    im sorry to hear all of this. im also sad you wont be around for awhile. maybe a break isnt the worst thing in the world. i wish you the best and hope it is not as long as you think. take time to recharge your batteries and focus on you and yh. Best of luck and you will be missed!

    *hugs*

    This bothers me. I have been on a break most of this year and only got to try last cycle. This cycle might be a bust due to my cyst and I may be put on another break. With IF and TTC for over 3 years, a break is almost the end of the world. I did everything to keep my mind off of it, but it still sucked that a lot of my friends got BFP's while I sat on the bench.

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    im sorry to hear all of this. im also sad you wont be around for awhile. maybe a break isnt the worst thing in the world. i wish you the best and hope it is not as long as you think. take time to recharge your batteries and focus on you and yh. Best of luck and you will be missed!

    *hugs*

    This bothers me. I have been on a break most of this year and only got to try last cycle. This cycle might be a bust due to my cyst and I may be put on another break. With IF and TTC for over 3 years, a break is almost the end of the world. I did everything to keep my mind off of it, but it still sucked that a lot of my friends got BFP's while I sat on the bench.

    I agree. When your put on a forced break, it would feel like the end of the world. Let's let's face it, at this point in our lives, it's pretty much on our minds 24/7.  Pretty effed up IMO

    Thanks ladies. I know she was trying to help but I JUST spent 2 cycles on a break so that was like a slap in the face. Now we're looking at possibly 6 months of my year. Oh and to add salt in the wound, just got my CBE fertility sticks in the mail today. FML.

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  • I'm so sorry lyse.  I know there's nothing I can say that will make it better.  Just know that I feel your frustration and I'm sending ((hugs)) your way.
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  • Im so sorry...please take care of yourself!  ((HUGS))
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    imageJezebell26:

    im sorry to hear all of this. im also sad you wont be around for awhile. maybe a break isnt the worst thing in the world. i wish you the best and hope it is not as long as you think. take time to recharge your batteries and focus on you and yh. Best of luck and you will be missed!

    *hugs*

    This bothers me. I have been on a break most of this year and only got to try last cycle. This cycle might be a bust due to my cyst and I may be put on another break. With IF and TTC for over 3 years, a break is almost the end of the world. I did everything to keep my mind off of it, but it still sucked that a lot of my friends got BFP's while I sat on the bench.

    I agree. When your put on a forced break, it would feel like the end of the world. Let's let's face it, at this point in our lives, it's pretty much on our minds 24/7.  Pretty effed up IMO

    Thanks ladies. I know she was trying to help but I JUST spent 2 cycles on a break so that was like a slap in the face. Now we're looking at possibly 6 months of my year. Oh and to add salt in the wound, just got my CBE fertility sticks in the mail today. FML.

    I know she was trying to be nice and sweet, but that line just got me worked up. It might be my hormones from the meds,  or maybe I'm just being a biitch today. I just found it in a way insensitive. It's something my friends who don't have IF would say. I'm so sorry hon I really hope the break is shorter than that! Mine was for 5 months and now maybe 6. GL hon!

  • If you weren't such a fuucking heartless cow, troll-hunting-cuvnt slore maybe you wouldn't have to wait? Karma is a ***!!!
  • Oh Lyse :(  I'm so sorry.  We are here for you whenever you need us.  Hopefully your break ends up being shorter than expected.
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