We have to be at the hospital at 7:30 tomorrow morning, and before that we are dropping the Doodle off at doggie dar care.
So, I need to try and sleep.
I know this thing tomorrow is not that big of a deal. It really isn't and I am being a big baby about the whole thing.
But surgery scares me, and having surgery while being mad at God scares me more...so, can you ladies just send me some be strong and carry on vibes? I really appreciate it.
Have a great night, and I will talk to you all tomorrow (I took the day off, so I'll have tons of time to waste on here! You lucky chicks you.)
Re: Headed to bed, and being pathetic (T&P request mentioned)
Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle!
April 2011 CP @ 5 weeks
Sending you TONS of strong and carry on vibes - I'll be thinking about you!!!
((((((hugs))))))
P.S. You are allowed to be mad at God. This situation sucks. However, I don't believe he will punish you during surgery just because you're mad
Surgery is no fun. I hope things goes well tomorrow. You will be in my T&Ps (((hugs)))
Surgery is scary, but you will be okay. And this time tomorrow it will all be over and you will be back on the bump.
Prayers for you that you have an easy time of it.
Baby Boy Smudgie born 10/4/11
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4 losses (cp Feb 28 09, mc April 9 09 (5w5d), mc Aug 10 09 (7w1d), d&c Apr 12 10 (grew to 6w3d, mc confirmed at 8w5d). RX: Overies PCOS (hormones normal) & Balanced Translocation of Ch. 7 & 13 (40-50% mc risk)
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BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
Dx with Ectopic on 12/7/09. Laparoscopy, D&C, and lost my left tube on 12/08/09.
01/11 = BFP!
Finnegan Alexander born 9/25/11 via emergency c-section