Although yesterday I would have been 13 weeks, I have been doing really well. I am just focusing on keeping myself healthy and getting back into working out (which I have majorly slacked on) and continuing talking to my friends and family. I have always been the type of person to keep things bottled up and then all at once it just releases and whoever is the closest gets slammed:( So, today I feel hopeful and I'm looking forward!
What makes you feel hopeful?
Re: Feeling hopeful
There's a little quote that made its way around this board a while back. I forget who said it but I printed out a copy and pinned it up at my desk.
Slow Down. Calm Down. Don't Worry. Don't Hurry. Trust the Process.
I like it b/c I tend to think 10 steps ahead and try to plan everything- and I was feeling so thrown off by the absolute loss of control over this situation that this helps remind me to chill out and believe that someday I will be OK- it's just a one step at a time kind of journey.
Noah's Blog TFAS Chart
BFP 12-16-08...blighted ovum at 8 wks
BFP 4-26-10....ectopic at 6 wks
BFP 4-4-11... Our little Noah arrived 11-15-11!
TFAS Sept 2012
Made so many amazing bump friends along the way... Congrats to my bump besties and IRL friends..sbuxsweetie (Colin is here, and is going to be a big brother!),kellbranc (Luca is growing so fast) and lots of prayers and baby dust to willamina (HUGS) So blessed to have met these ladies!!!
That just made me hopeful - I am always 10 steps ahead too and was rocked by my inability to control this. I am going to stick this to my mirror so I see it every single day. Thank you Elizabeth!