mixed emotions

EJonesey

So, as I mentioned yesterday, I found out I am 4 wks- which you know, should be great news, and it is..but I am having such mixed emotions about this.

When I was pregnant last time(after my first m/c), my doctor said that it was unlikely to have another (blighted ovum) so I was happy and care free, but this is so different.

I want to enjoy this pregnancy, but I am scared. Anyone else feel like this? Right now the joy of being pregnant is being overwhelmed by being scared. I didn't know it was going to be like this.

frogyie

I think we all get like this in the beginning.. Hopefully it clears away after our first appointment and first U/S... I keep saying to myself... Yea right ill believe it when I  know everything is OK at my appointment because last time I got my hopes up and naive and was measureing 4 weeks behind from the beginning.  GL and keep your head up. 

someflower6

i know it's scary hun. will your dr be doing extra monitoring on you?

EJonesey

After my last m/c the dr. said to call her as soon as I get a bfp and we would start on Progesterone. I am anxiously waiting for her call back. We'll see, she had mentioned doing a sono asap. We'll see.

rabstbmom

I am completely where you are right now emotionally (I got my 3rd BFP last week after two missed m/c in September and January), and in reading some of the other posts, it sounds like a lot of us are feeling unsure today. What is that mantra I've seen some of the girls mention in the past? "Today I'm pregnant and I love my baby." We just have to take it one day at a time.