I wasn't really wanting her, but now that some time has passed and I am starting to heal mentally, I think I'm ready for her to show.
It will be a month tomorrow since we lost the baby. So I know I haven't had a long wait for her, nor should I be impatient. I guess it just feels like it will be the next step in healing, so bring it on!
And to jump topics to the therapy, thank you all for encouraging me to go. It was so helpful for me. My DH is going to come to the next appointment. I want to encourage anyone who is thinking about going to do it, it can only help.
Sorry for the random post! I guess I just felt like talking to you girls. Hope everyone is doing the best they can today. xo