So today DD was getting into everything, per usual, and she was pulling pages out of a notebook. When I went to take it away from her I noticed it was something of DHs. The page that happened to be open was about he wanted a divorce from me and isn't happy and stuff like that. I wish I didn't read it! Its killing me! DH is TDY right now and I have no intentions of bringing it up while he is gone, cause thats just not fair. But its eating me alive. I just don't understand. I mean why did we start a family if he doesn't want to be with me? I am really confused and hurt. Ugg...okay sorry I'm done.
Have a good night everyone!
Re: can't sleep :(
Try not to jump the gun YET. When did he write this? Was it right after a huge disagreement?
Journaling is a way to WRITE THROUGH your feelings. And many times it is just an immediate set of feelings.
And this is from my own personal life - there have been two occassions where I not only wanted to leave my DH, but wrote it out on one of the other boards.
Do I really want to leave him? No. But at that moment, in that specific circumstance I was ready to go.
And in that FIRST instance, I never even told him how upset I was because the situation worked itself out without my intervention.
So keep calm and talk to him when he gets home.