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ade2be

Hey Melissa!  How are you doing?  How are you feeling?  Getting excited about your appointment....less than 2 weeks to go!  I'm so excited for you.  Had been a while since I'd heard from you, so just wanted to see how everything was going.

babes12

hi there!  i posted down below how i'm having anxiety over this pregnancy.  i wish i could control it and stop it but it's almost overwhelming at times.  i wish i could say i'm getting excited for my 1st appt. but it's more like i need to have it now.  LOL!!  i'm driving myself insane w/ worry and stuff. 

i'm going to try and remain calm and just pray the next 2wks fly by.

how are you???  have you been in contact w/ your docs??  i think about you often and hope your feeling better even though i know how hard it must be.  ((HUGS))

ade2be

I understand about the anxiety.  Its so hard not to worry.  I was driving myself nuts waiting for my 1st u/s (which would have been yesterday).  I just can't imagine feeling good about it till I hear that heartbeat.  I can't even imagine what will go through your mind as your pregnancy progresses.....with having a late loss.  I hope the next two weeks fly by.  I'm looking forward to hearing your good news (I keep thinking about you and I'm rooting you on)

I am actually doing pretty well.  I have my followup on Thursday afternoon with my OB (its late in the day, like 4:30 I think).  I'm really looking forward to hearing what the next steps are (how long to wait, protocol, etc)....even though I have a preview of some of what we will talk about.  I'm pretty much back to normal from the surgery.  In all honesty, I sometimes think the stress of infertility was affecting me way more than I thought.  The fact that I'm not having to stress about it right now (and not on the fertility meds), I'm actually feeling pretty good.  I have my breakdowns from time to time, but in all honesty, I'm more like my "old self" than I've been for months.  I think being so open about it and having such great friends has really helped.

 

babes12

it's funny b/c i just said to my mom once i do get my 1st u/s my thoughts will go right for the NT scan and then i'll be waiting impatiently for that testing.  it's like never ending worry/fear etc... the NT scan is crucial for me b/c that's when we found out i had abnormal blood work results w/ Wyatt.  of course we thought everything was ok after having the level II u/s's and they didn't find any markers for downs etc.  but boy were we wrong so i'm hoping and praying for normal NT scan and blood results this time. 

i know what you mean about actually feeling ok w/ not having to worry about TTC.  after losing wyatt i went on BC for 2months so that i didn't have to worry about any "oops" b/c i just wanted a chance to clear my head and concentrate on healing physically and emotionally.  i actually think i could have used a little more time to heal emotionally but my drive to TTC was stronger. 

hopefully you and DH can use this time to get back to eachother and not have to worry about any TTC stuff.  (((HUGS)))