She's not gone...she has Alzheimer's and I don't see her any more (sad side effect, if you can't see her regularly, which I can't due to distance, she gets very nervous to have you around, she's scared of "strangers"). She brought eight babies into this world. I am one of the youngest grandchildren, so I didn't get to spend much time with her as an adult. I wish I had. Before her memory failed, I had been dating DH for a while, and she used to tell me all kinds of stories about courting and marrying my grandfather. We never talked about having babies, I didn't think to ask her. Oh how I wish I could now. I think she would understand my pain in a way that no one else in my family could. She has such a kind soul. I miss her tonight. xoxo, love you Gramma. Happy Mother's Day.
DS1 born 3/30/09
natural mc @ 10w4d 3/7/10
DS2 born 9/13/12

Re: I miss my grandmother
I am so sorry!! Alzheimer's is so difficult for family.
I feel your pain tonight too. My Dad's mom passed this Feb, the week before my m/c and my stepmom's mom (whom I was very close with growing up) passed on 4/18.
((HUGS))
m/c 12/25/09 (5w5d) mm/c D&C 4/9/10 (11w1d) Take home baby 2/22/11
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